I Am Alone

I am alone.
The hate that gathered in my soul,
Chained me to you.
Dreadful and commanding,
Your power has kept me near.
Like a song in my head,
The life we had before repeats.

I am reminded of what we had.
Was it more sadness....
Who pushed who away first?
The pounding of your fists
Beating aganst my chest
Fills the air, as you turned
And walked away.
I screamed, not wanting
You to leave.

My pain means nothing...
Your suffication was
Just your imagination.
The claw marks along
My back still red and
Raw.
I am numb to anyone
Else.
My heartaches for
The one I hate the
Most.