A feeling of dread

doom

emptyness

facelessness

getting lost in a

crowd of people.

A feeling of helplessness

Of not knowing

where to go when I need

help..

I am trapped within myself..

Always screaming at you..

always screaming at me..

Your words I hear... never uttered from

you.. but seen as words that never

reached me before.I am blinded.. so i reach for

you and what i grasp is air..

white hot air that burns and makes

me writher in pain...

caring even less than you did

before...

My notes are yellow.. not

as crisp as yours.

Sugar white is your smile..

Not a smile, but a smirk.

I know more than you think

I know..

Damn you... I hate you..

Why do you stare at me soo

soooo tender is your touch..

but it means nothing..

when there is dread..

i dread you..

when there is emptyness

I see it in your eyes.

Keep going.. i could go on..

I think you think...

STUPID??

AHH no...

Just a bit.....

Insane...