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Instinctively,
though, Merri seemed to know that their friendship should be kept
private. The others would worry how Riland came into the castle
and vanished every night. Undoubtedly her nurse would think he was
a demon and a bad influence. Regardless, if anyone found out, she
knew beyond doubt that she would be banished from the garden, and
she'd never see Riland again; something she could not bear to risk.
And
so, they kept their friendship secret. He set a small spell on the
garden entrance, so when someone came, there would be a soft chiming
sound in the wind and Riland would quietly vanish always to reappear
the next day. Sometimes, though, it would rain, keeping Merri in.
The first time that happened, she stood at her window looking out
over the wet garden, worrying that Riland would be there waiting
for her getting wet. The next day it was with relief that she found
him waiting for her the same as ever. They agreed that on the days
when they could not meet in the garden, then instead they would
wait until another day, and always he would be there waiting for
her.
Time
passed. Merri grew and began changing from the small girl she was
into a lovely young woman. Riland too grew taller and more handsome
each day, and quietly, they each found the deep friendship they
had for each other blossoming into something deeper and stronger.
But
some things are not meant to be.
One
brightly colored autumn day, Riland sat waiting for Merri under
the rose bower where they always met. He looked grave, and older
beyond his years. As soon as Merri saw him, she knew something was
wrong, and she hurried to him, sitting next to him, grasping his
hands.
"Riland!
What is it? What's wrong?" Her voice was full of concern for
him.
"Oh
Merri..." He put his arms around her and held her tight a moment
before releasing her to look deep into her eyes. "Merri, I
must go away."
The
young girl felt confused.. "Away? For how long? When will you
return?"
His
hands rested on her shoulders as he continued to hold her gaze.
"For a very long time, Merri. A very long time."
"But...you
can't! I'll miss you too much, Riland. I love you! You're my best
friend! How can I live without you?" she asked, her heart near
to breaking.
"Oh
Merri, I will miss you badly too, but it can't be helped. I'm being
sent away. But you're my best friend too, and I love you as well.
Look...I brought this for you." From his pocket, he took a
small crystal ball that was filled with a milky mist. It hung on
the end of a chain, and he placed it about her neck. He raised up
the crystal ball so she could see it and gave it a small twist.
The mist within the ball cleared, and there was an image of him,
smiling at her. "Keep this with you, and I'll be with you as
well. Talk to me, and I'll be able to listen, and though you won't
hear me speak, I will be thinking of you, and if I can, I will even
help you. And someday, dearest Merri, someday, I'll come for you,
and I'll bring you home with me.
She
gazed at the image of her dearest friend and love, and shook her
head. "I'll wait forever for you, Riland."
And
he shook his head, and kissed her cheek, then gently stroked it.
"No, dear one. You'll go on in life, and marry, and have children.
But so long as you remember me and speak to me, I'll be there with
you, and I'll come someday."
Merri
was confused. She would marry? And have children? She didn't want
any of that, only Riland, and he was leaving her! But she also knew,
loved and trusted him enough to know that he wouldn't do so, unless
it couldn't be helped at all and so she put her arms about him,
and clung to him for long moments until they both knew it was time
for him to go. And so, with the crystal ball about her neck, she
tearfully bade him farewell, watching him until he vanished from
sight.
From
that day forward, everynight, Merri would give the small globe a
small twist, and gaze tenderly at the image, and speak to it. She
told it of her day, what she did, her thoughts and feelings, and
in her mind, she could almost see him listening intently to her,
sometimes offering gentle counsel or comfort. It wasn't much longer
that her father sent for her telling her that he had arranged a
marriage for her. It wasn't anything she wanted, but the match was
a good one, and the man she was to marry not much older than she,
and a nice lad. And while he was not Riland, she learned a fondness
of him, and by the time they were wed, they had become friends.
But
not once, did she fail to tell her absent friend Riland of her days.
Sometimes it seemed to Errol, her husband, that she spoke to to
the wind, perhaps in prayer, but he found he didn't mind, so long
as his Merri was happy.
Time
continued to pass, and with it, came children. Through it all, Merri
told Riland of the children and how they were, what they did. It
was as if he were there with her through the years they were apart.
The children grew up, and found lives of their own, leaving Merri
and Errol to begin their own families. Silver first frosted their
hair, and then covered their heads with a soft silver radiance as
time advanced on them. And then one morning, Errol did not wake
up.
Merri
was surprised how much she missed him. He had been her friend and
companion all this time, and now he too was gone. Old, and withering
with age, she still held an inner strength and grace that was impressive,
and all who knew her were fond of her.
But
still every night, she would speak into the small globe, telling
Riland of her day, of her grand children, and how she missed him
and Errol.
One
morning in the late spring the air was filled with the warm fragrances
of flowers. Merri walked down a garden path, a warm shawl wrapped
about her fragile shoulders against the morning chill. She couldn't
say why she was drawn to the garden this morning, only that she
was. She rounded a corner, and there stood a young man, with his
back to her. She stood there, studying this stranger who stood beside
the rose bower where she'd last seen Riland.
His
hair was pulled back into a tail at the nape of his neck and it
glistened in the sun a blond so light it looked silver. He was dressed
in a deep blue silken shirt that hardly hid the strength in his
shoulders. His black trousers were tucked into polished black boots
that shaped to his calves. He turned slowly. His bright blue eyes
shone in a well tanned face that was only lightly lined. The lines
increased about his eyes as he smiled gently at her.
Merri's
eyes widened in surprised shock. It was Riland, Riland only a little
older than when she had lost seen him. He looked young and handsome
and vital and as her heart leapt, her knees weakened as she whispered
his name in believing disbelief.
He
caught her up in his arms and supported her, helping her over to
the bench She clung tightly to his hands, refusing to release them.
I don't understand
she murmured.
He
lifted a strand of silver that had fallen to the side of her face
and studied it a moment, before stroking it back into place. His
touch felt wonderful and comforting. I told you I would come
back for you, Merri. Its time now.
Time?
She felt confused. He had promised to come back for her, but how
was he so young?
Time.
He told her. All those years, I was with you, though I could
not be there. I was there when Errol came to you, and when your
children were born and grew up. I was with you when Errol left this
world and now I've come to take you back into mine, dearest one.
But
Riland, you've stayed young, and I've grown old. I can't go with
you, it wouldn't be fair. It broke her heart to say so, but
her love for him was such, she didn't think it right to saddle him
with someone who was aged, no matter how much she still cared for
him. It wouldn't be fair
Her voice trailed when
his finger fell across her lips to still them.
All
this time you were faithful to me. Through all the years, you never
failed to come see me when we were young, or speak to me when we
parted. I loved you through all the years for that, and for who
you were, the special person you are. I love you, Merri, and I want
you with me.
She
grasped his hand, pulling it against her cheek. But you are
still so young, she protested one last time.
He
drew her hands towards himself. His eyes were merry with laughter.
Look, beloved. He raised her hands before her eyes.
They were smooth and unlined, the hands of a young woman!
But
how?
He
stood, and drew her over to the pool they used to splash in. It
was mirror smooth in the morning quiet. She looked into the reflection
of herself when she was no more than twenty. Her hair was thick
and black, her face unlined. And she realized that the ache that
had settled deep in her bones these recent years was gone, vanished.
She looked up at him in wonder. How? she asked one last
time.
I
was a child-prince of Faerun who wanted adventure, and so I came
into your world. I was lucky, blessed, for I found you. You taught
me the ways of men, and I have learned to deal more fairly and kindly
because of you. And you opened your heart to me and I could not
but help open mine in return. You were my dearest friend and that
has never changed. But I had to leave when I was called to my responsibilities,
and I could not shirk them, though I knew it would take me far away
from you. I had to learn the ways of the fairy court and I knew
you would grow old in my absence, but all those years, you were
faithful. Now, I am finished my training, and I can take you away
with me. I've given you back your youth
will you come away
with me? His eyes held eager longing, impatient for her answer.
For a long moment
she stood there, the stillness of the garden steeping deep within
her soul, studying the reflection before her. He too had remained
faithful to her all these years, keeping his promise, and she still
loved him so dearly. Her arms went about him, her kiss giving him
her answer, and they vanished with the shadow of a cloud passing
over the sun
Sometime during the spell woven by
the telling of the story, the rain had stopped, and the clouds begun
to disperse. The sky was ablaze with the crimson colors of a sunset
that was fading into night. For a long moment, the only sound was
from the peepers and crickets that sung from the grass and trees.
Even the chess players had given up their friendly competition to
listen to the story. On the porch, some thoughtful person had lit
a lantern.
"Friends
are forever, aren't they, Mama," Kelli sighed softly breaking
the spell of silence cast by the story.
Kia
smiled down at her youngest child. "They are, if they are true
and faithful friends."
"It
would be wonderful to be loved like that," Rune murmured softly,
a touch wistfully. "How do you know when you meet the right
person?"
Kia
was thoughtful for a moment, thinking of something said in another
time and place. "I think it happens in an instant, and all
the wishing or nurturing in the world won't make it happen."
She reached her hand over and it was taken by Sorone's who raised
her hand to his lips. Their eyes met in an instant of knowing affection.
"How
did you know?" It was Anna's turn to speak.
"When
I first met your father, I knew there was something special about
him. Then, when he asked me if he could help me raise you, I knew,
though I was afraid to hope for more than the friendship that was
already there between us."
"I
knew there was something special about your mother," Sorone
picked up, "The first time I saw her. Then, when I came to
speak to her about you, Anna, there she was coming up the stairs,
looking like she was rising on clouds above the cliff, I knew I
wanted to be with her, and I was afraid of what she would say when
I asked her if I could stay."
"And
what could I say but yes": She squeezed his hand, still holding
hers.
"Yuck!
Mushy stuff!" Kelli squirmed around in Kia's lap. "I'm
hungry!"
"Hungry!"
Kia laughed and her father mussed her head. "There's soup on
the stove. Lets' have some and then finish up the applesauce cake!"
The
porch quickly emptied of the inhabitants, leaving the lantern to
shine on in the dark night lit by stars that sparkled through the
now scattered wisps of cloud, and allowing the peepers and crickets
to once more reclaim the peace of the night.
It is wrong to think that love comes
from long companionship and perserving courtship. Love is the offspring
of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment,
it will not be created for years or even generations. Kahil Gibran
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