-In my room later-
“God why do they have to do this to me?” I said to myself, while packing.
“I don’t know sweetheart,” said Brian in the doorway.
“Oh, I thought no one was around,” I said keeping on packing.
“You okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah...no...do I really have to go on the tour?” I asked getting tears in my eyes.
“Of course you do, its part of your job remember?” he said hugging me.
“Why does it have to happen now? After all of this?” I said breaking down.
“Do you still love him?” he asked me.
“What!?!?!” I said in astonishment.
“I mean do you still have feeling for him after all these years?” he said.
“Well, he’ll always have a special place in heart, but you are the one I love and I want to be with,” I said, “I just wish we could be friends again.”
“There that was easy, why don’t you just tell him that and then all of this could be behind us,” he said.
“It’s not that easy,” I said.
“I know but you’re going to have to,” he said.
“I know, that’s the worst part,” I said.
-Day of leaving for the tour-
“NICK!” I yelled into the house. “Where the heck is he?”
“You know Nick he’s always late,” said Meg.
“I know but our plane leaves in two hours!” I said, “NICK!”
“Jeez, I’m coming,” he said running down the stairs with two suitcases.
“Move those things into the car, and lets get going!” I said. We almost missed our flight... we were there just as the gate was closing.
“Jeez, took you people long enough,” said AJ.
“Hey it wasn’t me, look at Nick over there,” I said.
-First rehearsal for the tour-
“Okay you guys, from the top,” said Liz, “5...6...7...8...” The guys performed the routine flawlessly.
“God, you have no idea how much I want to be out there dancing,” I said. I just started doing physical therapy so my leg would regain the muscles I lost from not dancing.
“Hey beautiful,” said Brian giving me a hug and a kiss.
“Hey you guys were great, you’ll knock them dead on the tour,” I said.
“Something’s bothering you, what is it?” he asked.
“Nothing,” I said hiding the truth.
“Yes there’s something, come on spit it out,” he said.
“Okay there is something, you have no idea how much I want to be off the crutches and out there dancing with you guys,” I said.
“No there’s something more,” he said, “Now you have to tell me, is it Justin?”
“Yes, I’m so scared about facing him again,” I said almost breaking into tears.
“It’s okay,” he said hugging me.
“I wish that this would all just go away,” I said.
“Hey Brian, you have to get here for practice,” said Nick.
“It’s okay, you can go,” I said.
“You sure?” he asked.
“Yeah, positive,” I said giving a smile.
“Okay see you later,” he said giving me a quick kiss. I watched them practice for a while but then I got this headache. I remembered I brought Tylenol with me but it was in the tour-bus. I wrote Brian a quick note and left for the tour-bus.
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