Disgusted


I float along, in a sea of lies. I am all alone, I feel digusted with everyone.
Disgusted with myself, for being gullible and believing all the lies.
Disgusted with them, for playing this game with me.
And most of all, disgusted with you, that you can't see that all I want is you.
Disgusted that I may lose you over my own stupidity.
Disgusted that you won't stay, simply to believe in me.
Disgusted that my whole life is in your hands and everything revolves
around your final decision.
Disgusted that the risk of losing you has shown me exactly how I feel about you.
Disgusted that the things I want to happen, may never even come about.
Disgusted that you hold my heart in your hand and may break it at any time.
Mostly, Disgusted because I let myself hurt the one I love most.





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