Nick kissed my lips and neck, and I felt his hardness against my thigh.
“This will only hurt for a second baby. If it hurts too much, let me know and I’ll stop,” he whispered. I looked up at him and tensed.
“Are you sure you want this baby girl?” he asked, sincerely.
“I’m scared Nick, it’s going to hurt and you’re so big,” I whispered, glancing down at it, then looking quickly back up, embarrassed.
“No, baby, don’t be embarrassed to look at it,” Nick said, laying down beside me, his eyes still on mine.
“Here baby,” Nick said, reaching over and taking my hand. He slowly moved it to his manhood and placed my hand on it.
“Now, just touch it baby. Feel it,” he whispered. I wrapped my hand around his throbbing member and he groaned, I jerked my hand away, afraid.
“No, baby, that feels good. Really... good...” he said, guiding my hand back to him. Slowly, I began to pump him, he was moaning and thrusting his hips towards my hand. I started to relax.
Suddenly, Nick’s hand grabbed mine to stop me.
“What?” I asked, startled.
“I wanna be inside you when I come,” he whispered to me. I nodded slowly and Nick leaned over and kissed my lips tenderly. He slowly climbed back on top of me and positioned himself.
“Tell me if you want me to stop, ok baby?” he whispered. I nodded and Nick entered me, a little. I felt a burning sensation, but I ignored it. Nick slid further into me and I felt my walls stretching. I almost burst into tears, it hurt so much.
“Do you want me to stop?” Nick asked, noticing my look.
“No, just, hurry up,” I whimpered. Nick sighed and slammed into me. I cried out in pain, feeling my walls expanding and burning. The tears flowed freely down my cheeks.
“Oh baby, Im sorry,” Nick said, not moving inside me.
“It’s ok,” I said.
“Do you want to stop?” he asked.
“No, Nick, keep going,” I told him. Nick slowly began to move within me, allowing my body to adjust to him. The pain soon subsided and it started to feel good, really good. I moaned as I felt myself coming closer to my release. Nick pumped into my hard and fast as he came closer to his release.
“Oh Nick, Im gonna come,” I cried out.
“Come for me baby,” Nick said, breathlessly. Soon, my orgasm came, causing me to shiver and cry out Nick’s name loudly.
“Oh yeah... Miranda!” Nick called as he sent his seed into me. He collapsed on top of me, yet, he didn’t pull out of me.
“That felt so amazing Nick,” I whispered.
“Oh baby, you were so tight. You felt so good,” he murmured into my neck.
I closed my eyes and allowed my breathing to come back to normal.
“Let’s go clean you up. You’re bleeding a little,” he whispered to me. I opened my eyes and sighed.
*The Next Day*
“Morning baby,” Nick said, kissing my cheek when he walked into the kitchen.
“Morning,” I said, looking up at him. He claimed my lips for a short second, then walked to the refrigerator.
“How you feeling this morning?” he asked.
“Im sore,” I replied, smiling.
Nick turned around and looked at me.
“You ok?” he asked seriously.
“Yeah, Nick, Im fine,” I laughed.
He smiled and sat down next to me at the table. He took my hands in his and looked into my eyes.
“You are the most amazing girl I have ever met,” he said.
I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Nicky, you’re so perfect,” I whispered.
Just then, the phone rang and Nick rushed to the phone.
“Hello?”
“Yeah, sure man, I’ll meet you up there.”
Nick hung up the phone and sighed.
“I have to go to a meeting, it shouldn’t take too long.
“Ok,” I said smiling.
“You don’t mind?” he asked.
“No, why would I mind?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” he shrugged. I smiled and stood up.
“I’m just going to go home and get cleaned up, maybe hang out at the beach for a little while. You can call me when you get home, ok?” I asked.
“Ok,” he nodded. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms wrapped around my waist as he pulled me close to him.
“Be careful,” he told me.
“I will, you too, ok?” I asked. He nodded.
“Now, walk me out,” I smiled. I grabbed my purse and we walked outside to my car.
“I’ll call you when I get in, and we can do something tonight, ok?” he asked.
I nodded.
“Now, c’mere,” he said pulling me to his and pressing his lips to mine.
“Bye bye Nicky.”
“Bye baby.”
I got into my car and waved as I pulled out of the driveway and sped down the street.
As soon as I walked into my apartment, I went straight to the computer and signed online, I hadn’t checked my mail in forever.
“You’ve got mail,” it told me.
I clicked on my mail box and saw a lot of e-mails from my mother. I sighed and started to reply to them.
“What are you doing?” I got an IM. It was Will. I rolled my eyes.
“What do you want?”
“Just wanted to say hi.”
“well... hello.”
“What are you doing today?”
“Nothing, why? Who’s computer are you on?”
“I’m at a friends house. I want to see you.”
“That’s nice.”
“Come on Miranda, can’t we be friends?”
“Nope.”
“Why not?”
“Because Will, you aren’t worth my time. Get over it.”
“I want you back so bad Miranda.”
“You should’ve thought of that before you ran off and dumped me, through a letter, because I wouldn’t have sex with you.”
“How does that punk Backstreet Boy do it?”
“What do you mean?”
“Not having sex with you. You know he’s been with a lot of people.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Damn, Miranda. He’s a Backstreet Boy, you know he’s getting it.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Because, those kind of guys get what they want, when they want and it doesn’t matter who they hurt in the process.”
“You’re the one to talk, how many times did you cheat on me when we were dating?”
“Miranda.”
“Will.. answer the question.”
“Miranda... I think what you need to think about is if that Nick guy is going to be worth it.”
“You don’t know a damn thing about Nick.”
“And you know so much?”
“He’s my boyfriend Will, I think I’d know something about him.”
“Do you think he actually likes you for who you are?”
I didn’t reply to him after that, he was only making me upset. I signed offline and looked around my apartment. I didn’t want to cry over something Will said and I didn’t want to think about anything he had said. I walked to the bathroom and changed into my bikini and slipped on a pair of jean shorts and sandals. I grabbed a water bottle from the refrigerator and then grabbed my car keys and a mini radio and walked out to my car and drove the short distance to the beach. I put the top up of my car and turned on the alarm and walked to the beach, with nothing but my cell, a radio, water, a towel, and lotion. I laid my towel down near the water and sat down on it. I turned on the radio and it was a commercial and decided to just keep it on the station instead of looking for music. I lathered the lotion onto my skin and laid down onto the towel. It wasn’t long until I fell asleep. I woke up to my phone ringing. I jumped up and felt an ache on my stomach. I turned on the phone.
“Hello?” I asked, without even looking at the caller i.d.
“Hey baby, we just got out for lunch. I have an hour and half. Where are you, so I can meet up with you,” Nick said.
I smiled.
“Um, I’m at the beach, in front of that huge ice cream shop. Meet me in there,” I replied.
“Ok, see you in about five minutes,” he said.
“Ok, Nick, bye bye,” I said and we hung up. I looked down at my tummy and saw it was a bright pink. No where else on my body was pink, why did it have to be my tummy?
I slowly stood up and slipped on my shorts and looked down and saw my skin was turning a golden brown.
I smiled to myself and picked up all my stuff and carried it to my car. I grabbed my purse and then walked into the ice cream shop to wait for Nick. A few minutes later, I saw him walk in. Man, he looked so fine! He was wearing a pair of jeans and a white Tommy Hilfiger shirt and white Nike shoes. He had a black Nike hat on, backwards and he just looked so damn good.
He saw me and smiled and I smiled back at him, taking in all his movements as he walked over to me.
“Hey baby,” he said, leaning down and kissing me.
“Hi,” I said. He held out his hand and helped me up.
“Where are we going?” I asked as he led me out of the shop.
“I don’t know. Where do you want to go eat?” he asked, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and pulling me closer to him.
“I don’t care. What do you feel like?” I asked.
“Let’s get something like burgers and fries. I’m in that kind of mood,” he said smiling. I loved his beautiful blue eyes and the way they sparkled when he smiled.
“Ok, let’s go there then,” I said pointing across the street to a little restaurant.
“Ok,” Nick said stopping and we waited for traffic to clear before we rushed across the street. When we walked in, a wave of cold air hit us. I shivered and looked up at Nick who smiled. I didn’t have a shirt on and I didn’t know if this place required shirts. I know the ice cream parlor didnt.
“Nick, do you have an undershirt?” I asked, looking up at him.
“Yeah, why?” he asked.
“I don’t want to get in trouble. Give it to me,” I said, feeling weird as a hostess walked up and looked at me.
Nick laughed and we walked over to the restrooms and he quickly took off his shirt and handed me his undershirt then put back on his shirt. He handed it to me and I slipped it on. Finally we walked over and the hostess seated us.
“So, how long is this meeting going to be?” I asked.
“I don’t know. We’re starting to talk about recording and touring and all that fun stuff,” he replied. I didn’t like the word touring, but I didn’t say anything, knowing that it was what Nick did for a living and he loved it. Just like my modeling.
“The guys and I were thinking about going up to Aspen for a week, would you want to go?” he asked, casually.
“Aspen?!” I asked, smiling.
“Yeah,” he answered, chuckling.
“I’ve always wanted to go there. I’d love to go! When?!” I asked.
He laughed, “During a break in our tour. I mean, I could give you all the details when I know them.”
I started to think about what Will had said earlier and I was getting more worried, since Nick just mentioned touring. What if he did go off and sleep with tons of other girls while he was with me? I know I havent been with Nick very long, but I feel something so strong for him and the only people who could possibly understand my feelings are those who have felt it too. But, what if Im throwing my feelings way out of proportion. What if Nick was just with me for a ‘wham bam, thank you ma’am’? No, Nick wouldn’t do that, would he? No...
“What are you thinking about baby?” Nick asked, sipping his coke. I looked up and his eyes were so deep and beautiful, he would never do that...
“Nothing,” I smiled and took a sip of my water.
“You looked deep in thought there for a minute,” he laughed.
I smiled and shrugged.
“Well, I hope you are thinking about that trip to Aspen,” he winked. There! What kind of ‘player’ would treat his girlfriend to a trip to Aspen, you know? He obviously wasn’t a mess around guy.
“Baby, what are you thinking?” Nick chuckled.
“Nothing.”
“Are you two ready to order?” the waitress asked coming up to us.
“Uh, yeah, I’ll have a cheeseburger and fries,” I told her.
“The same,” Nick told her. She nodded, “Anything else?”
“No, I think that will do it for me,” I answered.
“Yeah, me too,” Nick nodded. The waitress nodded and walked off.
“Something is bothering you,” Nick said, taking my hands from across the table and looking in my eyes.
“No, nothing is bothering me,” I smiled.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“Positive,” I smiled back at him.
“If something is bothering...”
“Shut up Nick, nothing is bothering me,” I laughed. He smiled and brought my hands to his lips and kissed them.
I happened to glance to my right and I saw Ginger sitting there, eating a lunch by herself. I don’t think she had noticed Nick and I yet.
“Nick...” I whispered, leaning in close to him.
“Yeah?” he asked, leaning in too.
“Ginger is at the next table,” I said nodding in her direction.
“What?!” Nick exclaimed.
“Shh...” I scolded him.
“She hasn’t noticed us yet,” I whispered.
“Let’s just go,” Nick said.
“We can’t just leave our food,” I told him.
“Just, come on,” Nick said throwing down enough money for the food on the table and we left, without Ginger noticing.
“Why is she always there?!” I exclaimed.
“I don’t know, but she’s starting to piss me off,” Nick grumbled.
“Aww.... you’re still hungry aren’t you?” I asked, rubbing his tummy.
“Yeah,” he whined.
“Come on, there’s a McDonalds,” I said, pointing to the restaurant. We walked into the restaurant, got us something to eat and left to eat it on the beach. We sat down on the sand. I took off the shirt Nick had given me and set it down next to me.
“Baby, I have to tell you something,” Nick said, turning to me.
“Ok, what?” I asked, afraid of what he was going to say.
“But, I want to tell you tonight, so can you wait until tonight?” he asked.
“Uh, why can’t you tell me now?” I asked, curious.
“Because, it’s a surprise,” he smiled.
“Um, ok...” Now, I get a surprise, hmm...
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