26 June 2000

I'm just a girl in this world. I'm twenty years old and my life is a constant roller coaster with more dips and turns than even the strongest and bravest rider can handle. ok. Bad analagy. Mine always are.

Hello. I don't have the password. Please let me in. I want to be one of the beautiful girls. I wish I was special. I wish I had it together even for a day.

He said I have perfect breasts. I don't believe him though. If they are so perfect explain to me why he left. He said I was bueatiful and perfect. He said we'd go to Thailand and Islands of Adventure. He lied.

"If I ever feel the light again shining down on me I won't have to tell you how welcome it would be" -Beth Orton.

The candle won't stay lit and I want to watch it burn, Burn until there is a pool of wax. And then I will place another candle in the wax and burn that one until it's end. <