I sit here alone
by this lake that lie still
a breeze in the air
I feel a faint chill.
I look back at my life
and I see through the pain
and I'm proud of myself
at all I have gained.
I look at the bad parts
and see the good too
the things I have learned
With all I've been through.
I gaze at the sky
and peace comes to me
I look and I realize
that God set me free.
There's just one thing in me
I can't seem to find
perhaps I will find it
but all in good time.
So I sit and I look
as the sun slowly falls
and I'm proud if myself
seems I made the right calls.
I feel something in me
that says to find more
I'll take that step shortly
when I open that door.
As of now I am resting
and heeling old scars
while I sit by the lake
gazing up at the stars.
Now when the sun rises
I'll start it once more
and a new life begins
when I walk through that door.
