stuck in this parody of reality
i dream it every night
and it dreams me every day
lost in the disbelief that im awake
trapped in the disbelief that im still sleeping
struggling with the concept
caught up in the complexities of my own perception
disappointed in the inevitability that the dream only fades while im awake
only to return again
disappointed in myself for consequences i cant control
what if's running through my head
like a broken record of subtle variances
who cares
always seems i do
damn it
forgiveness comes easy
when you don't have to look them in the eye
as I look into the mirror
tried of this charade
time to wake up again
