Contemplation, desperation, try to say, my mouth wont play.
Silence hearing, blind eyes peering.
so far, yet close, my thoughts propose.
Sweating bullets, need more shells
they know I like you, noone tells.
Persuading persistance
convince myself
excuding deluding
I try to tell.
I bite my tongue
in this restlessly relenting moment.
It's purified suicide
to my heart if I dont tell you how I feel.
Cheeringly searingly my heart tells me go
hastlessly wastlessly
my mind tells me no.
Starched parched lips crack to speak
unnervingly deservingly
im at your feet.
Horrible soarable
but at the same time?
Hauntingly tauntingly
when your thought crossed my mind.
