why cant you destroy my fears
was it a fucking lie
when you told me you would hold me forever
just another ploy to make my bleed
what if I cant patch it back up this time
why cant I cry
this feeling boiling inside me
with no escape
just gets concentrated
tearing at my broken soul
fuck you and what you thought
i pray the same thing every night
that you wont know what its like to be me
praying to save you from the torture
that i cant escape from
caged inside my mind
with an open door
too bad its too dark to see
why cant you let me out
like you promised
im right here
why the fuck cant you see me
or do you dont want to
or maybe you do
and enjoy watching me slowly destroy myself
because I cant do this on my own
