Chapter 8
"BEEP BEEP!" The alarm clock screamed.
I rolled around and banged
the snooze button as hard
as I could, sending an enormous amount of pain to
surge
through my hand. I held my arm as
I sat up, 7:15 in the morning, and a Monday.
God I hate Mondays.
When I got onto the bus, I sat in the front seat,
hoping not to see Nick as I sat down.
I don't know why, but avoiding
him was better than
talking to him at this point. The bus ride there I was
hoping
to avoid Nick at all costs, not going to my
locker unless he wasn't there, sitting
on opposite sides
of the room in the classes we had together, I had
everything
planned out. I didn't think anything
would go wrong…like it did.
"I'll
see you tomorrow class, and remember your
project is due Friday!" Ms. Loam
said as we raced out of class.
I got a quick glance at Nick; he
looked
so good today, his hair, his clothes, his body...
"Hey Jess! Come on
we're going to be late for Chorus!"
Ashley yelled as I snapped back into
reality.
"Sorry!" I said laughing as we ran down the hall.
Unfortunately,
doing that, I ran right into Eddie.
"Hey Jess! I haven't seen you all
day," Eddie said as I
nodded.
"Busy day," I said as Ashley
grabbed me.
We continued running down the hall and got into the
chorus
room right before the bell.
"Okay you guys, we're going to start off
with this
piece,"
Mrs. Graham said holding up the music.
I unzipped
my bookbag and took it out,
holding it in between Ash and me.
As soon
as we got settled, Nick comes in!
I looked at Ash and she looked at me.
"Hi,"
he said to everyone, his eyes met with mine and my
heart started beating fast.
"You
guys, I asked Nick to join Chorus since
that incredible performance at the talent
show.
I take it you want to?" She asked.
"Yeah sure Mrs. Graham,"
he said still looking at me.
"Well then, um, how about taking the seat
behind
Greg and Joseph in the last row," she said pointing to
them.
"Okay."
She handed him the music and he went to the
back, all the eyes on him.
"Come
on class, get settled. We have two solos in
this piece, and we're going to determine
which lucky
guy and girl get the part," she said as
everyone moaned.
They hated solos, me on the other hand, I enjoyed them.
It made me feel
special.
"Let's start with Haley," she said as Haley stood up.
I
turned facing Ashley so I could see Nick out of the
corner of my eye, he was
looking at me too!
I smiled as Ashley gave me a 'what the hell are you
doing?'
look.
"I was looking at Nick," I whispered, she nodded and
smiled
lightly.
"Jessica, why don't you go next?" She asked as Haley
sat
down.
"Um…sure Mrs. Graham," I said standing up.
I walked
down to the front of the class nervously and
stood next to the piano. I looked
up at Nick,
he was smiling. I smiled back as Mrs. Graham started
playing.
I guess Nick gave me confidence I could do it,
because on the afternoon
announcements during lunch
they said the solos, one was me and the other…Nick!
He was going to sing with me, ugh!
"Won't that be fun?" Ashley
said taking a sip of her
milk.
"Oh shutup Kyle lover!" I said
laughing.
Her and Kyle were going steady now.
I had to admit, he was
a cutie, but not as cute as…
"Hey Jessie," Eddie said sitting down
next to me.
Ashley scooted over a little, she couldn't stand him.
"Hey
Eddie," I said grinning.
"Well I wanted to ask you…you want to go
to the prom
with me?" He asked me and I didn't know what to do!
He
likes me, Nick doesn't. But Nick is the one
I want to be with, but Eddie wants
to be with me…
"Yeah okay," I said nodding. He smiled and nodded.
"Okay,
well I'll call you later okay?" He said getting up.
I nodded as he kissed
me lightly.
When Eddie was a far enough distance,
Ashley started up her
dad stuff again.
"Jess…you don't like him!" She said scooting back
over.
"Yes I do! Could you tell?" I asked curiously.
"I
don't think he could but I did," she said taking a
bite of her sandwich.
"Well
at least Eddie likes me, Nick doesn't even…"
"Hey Jess," Nick
said walking over to me.
He squatted down so I could see his adorable face.
"Hey
Nick," I said smiling bright.
"I just wanted to say congrats for
getting the
solo," he said smiling. God I want him, right here.
"Thanks,
you too," I said putting my hand on his
muscular chest.
"Thanks,
hey Ash," he said looking in her direction.
She waved and went back to eating.
She knew if she said anything she would be in trouble.
"Well I have
to go, but I'll see you later right?" He asked
getting up.
"Yeah
I guess," I said nodding.
"Okay," he said walking away.
I
have two guys in my life, one I'm going to the prom
with, and the other one I
love.