Chapter 18

"Bye Ashley," I said hugging her.

It was 12 and I was so bored sitting by myself
and watching people dance. Nick and I both agreed
to go home.

"Bye J, sorry you had such a lousy
time," she said letting me go.

"It's okay, I definitely didn't want to come between you
and Kyle's make out session on the dance
floor," I said as she laughed.

"Bye," she said as I walked away.

"Your chariot awaits," Nick said as he opened the
passenger door.

"Thank you driver, home please," I said as he shut the
door.

"Yes mam," he said as he sped off. About five
minutes into going home Nick started talking.
"Did Eddie ever talk to you?"

"Nope, I dodged him anyways."

"He was looking for you, I told him where you where."

"Why?"

"Because I know if he said one word to you your
mouth would have been drooling and you would
have gone and slept with him.
All girls do it when Eddie apologizes."

"What makes you think I would?" I said angrily.

"Everything about you makes me think
you would," he said shrugging.

"Are you saying I'm a slut?"

"You said it not me."

"What! I can't believe you would say that."

"I did, want me to say it again?"

"Just take me home," I said almost in tears.

When we got there, I ran to my window as he got out.

"Jess come on and admit it!" He said as I got it.

"Fuck you!" I yelled as the tears came down
my face. I slammed the window and shut the
blinds as Ryan walked in.

"Jess what's wrong?" He asked concerned.

"Everything!" I said holding onto him.

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"Are you sure I can go? I won't if you need me," Ryan
said putting on a new shirt. I stood in the doorway.

"No that's okay, I'll be fine," I said as he put
cologne on his face.

"Okay, feel better," he said kissing my cheek.

"Thanks…hey have fun," I said as he walked out
the door. He was going to some party; I didn't
even want to know how he got invited when he
knows no one here.

I sighed and walked back to my room, turning on my
radio and sitting on my bed. I sat, just thinking
about what was going on…and why it was happening.

BANG! A loud knock came from
my window as I got up opening the window to see
Nick.

"God Nick I'm not in the mood for you," I said as
he got in my room.

"We need to talk," he said sighing.

"How about you start? Why were you pissed
that week you found my list about you?"

"Because you were going out with Eddie when
you liked me." It didn't even click in my head
what he said!

"What about that time at the guys party?"

"I love you Jess," he interrupted. I was still
rambling, I couldn't shut up!

"I love you too. But you've been so mean to me lately!
And statistics in a magazine I read said that
relationships like ours never work so I…" I was
interrupted by his sweet kiss.

So pure and light I barely felt it.

He looked at me and started walking to the
window, about to leave. I walked up in front
of the window and kissed him so passionately
I almost felt my knees give out. Our tongues
were so far in each other's mouths it was starting to
get hard to breathe.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and led
me to the bed. Each kiss we gave was more
passionate, sexier, more like a cheesy porno film.

He kissed down my neck and took off my white
shirt slowly. I helped him take off his shirt as he
kissed down my body, sending chills up my spine.
I never wanted anyone as much as I wanted him…
and that night I got what I wanted.

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