Miss Sinner

Not anymore please!! The girl screamed her thoughts. They were unheard. He didn't seem to care what he was doing.

"Come on Aimee. How much harm is it going to cause?"

"T.J. you know exactly how much...."

"That will never happen."

"How can you be so sure?" she asked concerned.

"I just know. Besides has it happened before?" He said with more pressure in his tone.

Little did he know that it has happened before....She gave it up. She was only 14. What else was she able to do?

"Please T.J....I can't not anymore."

One year ago this day I did the worst thing capable to do....my dearest child. Up in the heavens above. It never did anything wrong. I was the sinner. And I'm still here. It doesn't make sense....How could I have done something so wrong??

Aimee got up suddenly. Flinging her button down shirt back on. She looked at her boyfriend. She loved him. Everyone thought they would last forever...afterall they had been together for about two years. Everyone believed their relationship was flawless. They too were naive to the fact that she had done soemthing so wrong.

I know that look in her eyes. What is she hiding? God please let her tell me. What could be so wrong? I love her. Did I hurt her in some way? Please give me a sign....

"Aimee what's wrong? What did I do? Please tell me." T.J. looked at his love.

"Nothing..." she said in a muffled whisper.

"Now don't say that..please....if I did something let me know. I love you. You can tell me anything."

No I can't. You would hate me. I hurt our child. I gave it up. I was too young and naive to understand the concept of love. Now all I can do is live with the pain, guilt, regret. When I look at you all I see is what it could have looked like. It would have been a beautiful child. But of course I will never know. Well until I am again with it.

"T.J....it has happened," she trembled as she told him.

What is she talking about? I do not want to sound like a loser...I know everything about her. But I just can't comprehend this...did she decieve me? Meet someone new? What?!?!?

"T.J.???"

Why isn't he answering? Does he know?? Who could have told him....I was the only one who knew. Why didn't I just tell him. I feel like a stranger all of a sudden. A stranger in my own life. I want to tell him..but I just can't bear to lose him too.


I'm just gonna ask. Fuck looking like a loser. I don't want to lose the one thing I really care about. "Aim...what's going on?"

She looked into his eyes. Her's were beginning to fill with tears. Tears that she was holding back ever since the day. "Well....um....you had a child?"

"What? When? What happened?"

"I'm sorry I was scared..." her tears flowed with a fast pace down her face.

"What did you do? Answer me..."

"I sinned..."

"You didn't." His eyes began to sting too.

"I did." and she fell to the floor not wanting to get up. Too ashamed.

He walked out too angered to turn around.

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