I watched nervously from backstage as Nick's blonde hair bounced from swining on the cables. This made me so incredibly nervous. I know it adds to the show. But, a Backstreet show is so full of energy, who needs 5 flying Backstreet Boys?

Watching Nick preform was like watching him preform for the very first time. He does it with so much energy, so much love, so much....hmmm....so much Nick!

"HOLY SHIT!" I screamed as I watched Nick's cable tighten around his left hand.

Nick nervously tried to loosen himself, but it wouldn't work. The security team quickly lowered him off the cable and got him backstage quickly.

"Nick? Honey, are you alright?" I said while rushing over to him frantically.

"Ssssss....yea.....ow....mm.....ow." He winced and held onto his wrist.

"Ohhh....come here!" I said while gently kissing his forhead which was wet from sweat.

Their was a medical team that is always prepaired for frantic girls passing out. Well, their were no frantic girls. It was just Nick.!

"It's just a light sprain!"

"Can I be back on stage tomorrow?" He asked.

"Yes, but only if you take it easy for the next 24 hours."

"He will!" I assured them.

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Nick and I once again, sat up in our large hotel room. We were both being really competitive with out Play Station game. However, Nick had to use his opposite hand. And, I do admitt that was making him lose.

"I win!"

"UGH!" He threw down his controller in disgust.

"Honey, baby, sweetie, you know? You would have beat me if your good hand wasn't sprained. Don't be so hard on yourself."

"Yeah, but you beat me last week too!"

"Ohhhh...yeah." I said quietly. "But, you still know that your the best one at Play Station!" I said in my rebuttle.

"Yeah! I know."

"You are so cocky, Nick!"

"Am not!"

"You so are!"

"Well, since I'm so cocky, I'm gonna go down to the lobby and get us some grub and bring it back! Do you think their still up down their? I mean, it's like 1 A.M."

"Nick, it's a hotel. Their up all hours!" I said while smiling.

"Oh, yeah! I'll be back in less then twenty minutes. Please don't fall asleep, baby! I wanna rematch!" Nick insisted.

"Ok, i'll wait up!" I blew him a kiss and he caught it.

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"AJ! I really think you've had enough to drink! Maybe you should stop." Howie insisted.

"Yeah....g-good, point! I g-gotta go!" AJ said.

"Wait, that's not a good idea, Bone! Your drunk!" Howie yelled.

Howie was too late. By the time he caught up with AJ he was already in a cab. Heading back to the hotel.

"Room...Room....where's my room?"

He knocked on a few doors and laughed when strangers opened them and he didn't recognize their faces. Then, he came to Nick and Tia's room. He knocked on the door. He knocked again and I yelled.

"One minute!"

"Mmm....a woman's voice."

"Wait one sec, baby." I said

"Baby?" AJ purred to himself.

I opened the door, expecitng Nick. But, got a whole other deal. AJ? What was he doing here?

"AJ? What's up? I thought you were clubbing?" I said.

"Hmmmm.....baby, where's Nick?" He asked in a low husky voice.

"Baby?" I said outloud. "Nick went down to the lobby for a few minutes."

"Great, gives us alot of time then."

"I don't get it? FOr what?" I said.

"You'll see." AJ said as he shut the door.

I nervously stepped back and watched as AJ kept coming closer and closer to me. Finally I was backed up against the wall and AJ cornered me.

"AJ, your scaring me." I said quietly.

"Don't worry, Tia! Just go with it." He said.

"No..." I shook my head and tried to get away from AJ. Only I didn't succeed. He pulled my arm and pinned me to the wall.

"Your drunk! Stop, now! Please." I said.

"Your so hot!" He said while pushing himself on me again.

I felt his lips forcefully go onto mine. His tongue slipped in, unwantedly and I began to cry. I kicked him in the shin and he yelled out.

"What the?" Nick said as he apprached the door.

"Get OFF!" I squealed.

"NOOO!!!!!" AJ yelled.

He ripped my pajama top open and exposed my bra and bare stomache. I cried and ran to the door, but Nick unlocked it just as I was about to run out.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" Nick asked as he picked me up from the ground and protectingly placed his arm around me.

"Your girlfriend. Well, I was about to do your girlfriend."

"Your drunk!" Nick said disgustedly.

"So what. Live a little nicky."

"Get out!" Nick yelled.

"Not untill I get a kiss from Tia." He moved closer to ma and I cried.

Nick punched AJ with is band hand and AJ backed off. He was hit in the jaw. Nick turned my head to his chest so I wouldn't see AJ at all.

"Get the fuck out now!" Nick said again.

AJ put his hands up and left. I cried harder on Nick's shoulder then I can ever remember crying. I was extremely petrified.