you don’t know how I feel how could you when I don’t myself I wish I was smarter self destruction rejoices in your indiference can’t see so blind feel blindly numbly nothing sinking into a pit of despair drowning slowly no bottom no end so tired no rest can’t be happy anymore already know the end maybe maybe maybe don’t want it to end but it will then it can at least end all no point pointless brainless -David 7-2-02
