I am not here,
you have never come,
i should not 
i  could not,
too bad we never met
too bad we did
not much
really matters
when it is all put in perspective
if your perspective
is that nothing really matters
but that’s redundant
is anal retentive hyphenated
or does anyone really give a damn
to be or not to be
is not really a question
but a statement
of a man
a long time ago
a guy that may not have even existed
like me
yet completely off
not on topic
what exactly was the topic
where are you going
where are you going
where are you going to?
eyes roll back
inhale
head falls forward
mind spins 
swirls in a downward motion
into empty nothingness
like a cyclone,
consciousness
swings freely downward
freely in freefall
the deeper the dark
the futher the fall
faster and faster
not comprehended
mind shuts down
and dark rushes in

-David
23:01, 11-19-02

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