Life is what you make of it
Death is what you take from it
Hell is where you go for it
How come they won’t care

Of all the things I’ve thought about
It makes me want to scream and shout
Because there is no way out
It all starts to tare

Even though I know nothing
The illusion shatters of a fling
I cannot find whatever was that thing
I’m running out of air

You say you love me and I feel like shit
You say you hate me and I feel like shit
You say you’re proud and I feel like shit
You say you’re disappointed and it all begins to wear

They do not care they do not see
What it all means to me
If I broke it down they’d all feel free
To forget what I did way back there

To many cowards
Head towards
Thinking they will get rewards
Will be surprised when it’s not there

The harder I tried
The more I lied
To myself and now it has died
And I don’t know where

I cannot find it
I can’t rewind it
It’s all so much shit
The crap that shouldn’t inhere

I bobbled the ball
Hit the wall
And now I’ll fall
Because it’s not fair

It never was real
I just didn’t feel
Until finally it did reveal
I found it dead just like me

-David
1:42 PM 8-28-02

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