I love my friends
but am good enough
good people tolerate worthless shit
am I just being tolerated
what measures love?
the ache in you heart
when one dosen’t have peace?
what would I do
if I had to choose
between my life
or someone elses,
I want to say it’s easy
to choose my death
for anothers life
I am selfish
I want to make them happy
I don’t want to fail any more
would I do the right thing
to help
instead of hurt
I’m so good at hurting
self inflicted or hurting others

-David
7-18-02

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