NOTES: Legolas's POV.
A Secret Revealed - Chapter 6
The morning after our arrival in Mirkwood, I had to meet with my Father following breakfast. Having to leave Aragorn to wander around the palace alone, feeling a little guilty but revelling in the knowledge that I could make it up to him later, I went to the throne room in which I was to talk with my Father.
The doors to the throne room were opened as I approached, the elf on the door
informed me that I was expected, so I strode into the room and bowed lowly to my
Father.
"You have important matters to discuss, my Lord?" I asked
"Yes,
Legolas, yes, but first I wish to know what has kept you long in Rivendell."
I was slightly surprised that my father should ask such a thing, for usually
he did not find interest in what I did, particularly not in anything to do with
Rivendell. I always felt that my father was jealous of Lord Elrond, for much as
my true home was beautiful, nothing could match the beauty of Imladris.
I
told him of various things that had happened during my long stay there, missing
out some of the parts involving Aragorn and I, only mentioning Boromir in
passing as to what a dreadful man he was. I did not tell my father of how I
almost died of a broken heart, nor how truly life-threatening my run-in with the
Orcs was, telling him that I escaped with a few cuts which had healed, and that
the Orcs fared worse off that I did. That seemed to satisfy him, for he sat and
listened to my tale, nodding in approval as I told of how Aragorn and I fended
off the Orcs on the way to Mirkwood.
"And Lord Elrond? I trust he is in good
health? And what of his sons and his daughter?"
"Lord Elrond is well, as are
his children," I replied.
My Father nodded, then went into silence for a
short time, musing upon something.
"I believe I shall send an invitation for
the Lord of Imladris to visit, extended to his offspring of course," Thranduil
surprised me with this out-of-character thought. He motioned to the elf standing
at the side of the room, and once the elf has approached, gave him order to send
out the invitation to the Lord. Once the elf had left, the room was empty aside
from my Father and myself.
"Now we are alone," he began, "I would like to
discuss with you the matter for which I had you called here.
"Yes my Lord?" I
was desperate to find out what was so important.
"As you know, the Orcs are
growing in number. It was only days ago when you had an encounter with them in
the forest yourself, you were lucky to have a travelling companion else I
shudder to think of what may have happened."
I nodded, knowing that he was
not yet done.
"I have ruled over this kingdom for a great many years now,
Legolas; the leaves have fallen from the trees many thousands of times since I
first took up my place on the throne. Your eldest brother will, naturally,
succeed me when I depart for the Grey Havens, however it is important that there
should always be someone who can succeed him, should the inevitable happen and
either of your older brothers pass into shadow. It is my wish that all of you
produce offspring, all of whom would be possible heirs to the throne of this,
Mirkwood." He motioned to the walls around us.
"You want my brothers and I to
father children?" I enquired, stunned by the idea.
"Of course I do, Legolas,"
King Thranduil replied, "As a matter of fact I already have a number of suitors
in mind, but the one that sticks forth most is she whom you have spent much of
your time in Mirkwood with, Valrodiel Aerandir."
I blinked, astonished at his
revelations. I couldn't be wed to Valrodiel, I couldn't! It would be wrong of me
to marry a pretty elf-maid such as her, when I felt nothing in my heart for her
besides friendship. I knew whom I wanted, and if I had that, I would produce no
heirs. But I did not care, for it was my heart that governed me, not my
mind.
"I cannot do this!" I exclaimed, "I cannot be wed to Valrodiel, she is
sweet and kind yes, but I cannot wed one for whom I do not feel such things as
romantic love!"
"It is your duty, as son to your King, and Prince of your
kingdom," my father argued, standing and frowning at me angrily.
"I will not
do it, I love my kingdom and I love my King, but I serve only my heart in
matters such as this!"
"Legolas, you are my son and servant, and I command
you to obey me! Your stay in Rivendell has softened you, serving your heart
indeed! Where is your sense of patriotism? You serve your kingdom, and nothing
else!" he shouted.
"Rivendell has nothing to do with this, it is my heart
which rules me and I will serve that and only that!" I yelled back, storming out
and throwing the doors open and stalking outside.
I had to find Valrodiel,
had to talk to her. Did she know of my Father's plans? I was disgusted with him,
that he could think of such things as wedding his son to an elf-maid merely to
produce heirs. But that was Thranduil. All he had ever thought about was the
kingdom, even when he wed to my mother; luckily for my father, *his* father, my
great-grandfather, allowed him to wed whom he pleased, my father choosing my
mother, whom he loved.
Yet I was not being allowed such a luxury. Even if I
was, I could not wed he who I loved; it would cause scandal right across
Middle-Earth. It was hard to believe the troubles that were thrown in our paths,
that we had to hide the fact we were in love because people would not accept it.
I was sure that some would understand, after all, Arwen did, and she has become
a much closer friend in doing so. As she understood, I believed that Lord
Elrond, too, would understand our love, accept it - if not, his daughter would
persuade him to with ease.
I hoped Valrodiel would understand me when I find
the words to tell her that I do not feel the right things to court her any
longer, I pray that she understands, and finds another elf, one who will treat
her with the respect and love she deserves.
And what of Aragorn? I knew my
father would try as hard as possible to get his own way, what if in a moment of
true weakness I relent, and find myself being wed to an elf-maiden when all I
want is to be in the arms of the human ranger? If my Father were to find out
about my love of Aragorn, I would be sent from my beloved Mirkwood in disgrace,
and both of us would be banished from returning.
Sighing heavily, I walked
back into the house, to look for Valrodiel and speak with her, and after that,
find Aragorn, and the solace I feel when I am in his arms.