NOTES: Aragorn's POV
A Secret Revealed - Chapter 15
Back in the room I had been allocated when I first arrived in Mirkwood, I
began to pack up my things. There was little to pack; just a change of clothes
and writing materials. My sword had been returned to me, and sat beside my
crossbow on the bed.
Picking up a pile of papers, a folded sheet of parchment
fell to the floor.
Bending down to pick it up, I unfolded it to find something that, with the events of the past months, I had forgotten I had. Legolas's poem. Thinking back, I could remember how dejected I felt when he came to my room, asking for help with a love poem to Valrodiel, when all I wanted was for him to notice the love I held for him; but too scared to tell him so. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I read over it again, a smile spreading across my face:
"For a simple chance at love
I risk friendship, Love's foundations.
For
a moment of true happiness,
I pledge my heart and soul.
My radiant friend
how I feel for thee,
And yet I hide it behind closed doors
Our time
together, that I cherish
Do you know what it means to me?
Can we not love
as more than this?
Risk companionship for something more,
Let us love as
more than friends,
For love is immortality."
I remembered finding that poem after he had left Rivendell, hours before he
was almost killed by Orcs. That part of the memory was painful, but if it were
not fir his brush with death, I may still be hiding my feelings for him
now.
Things may have been hard for us sometimes, but each time love had
prevailed, and I had no doubt it would again. Every time we had been driven
apart, it seemed something had happened to bring us back closer together than we
had been before.
I folded the parchment carefully, and put it into my pack.
We would be leaving at sunrise in the morning. I wondered what Legolas must
be doing. There must be so much he has to do before he leaves, for this is his
home. He was leaving his home for me. He knew there was but a slim chance he
could ever return, but still he chose Lord Elrond's 'quest', and me over his
kingdom.
Such a thing made me feel truly loved; and wonder why I had ever
worried about choosing between Legolas and Gondor before; my prince would always
come first.
Closing my pack, I went in search of him.
I found him in his rooms, pushing items from the shelves into his pack,
books, trinkets, and other items.
"Good evening love," he said, studying the
titles on the bookshelf before taking a few down and putting them into a second
pack.
"Evening," I said, standing at the door and watching him.
"Oh, I
cannot take all these!" He exclaimed, motioning to his bookshelves in an
exasperated fashion.
"Hush, love, we will sort it out," I reassured him.
"After we have reached Rivendell, we can send somebody to pick up the rest of
these things."
"I doubt my father will allow it. All this will probably be
burnt the moment we have left," Legolas said sadly. Then his expression
brightened a little. "Unless..." he began piling the books up on the table,
until there were several tall piles of books.
"I will not have these
destroyed," Legolas said, a look of determination spread across his beautiful
features. He picked up a pile of the books, and began walking out of the room.
"Could you bring another pile please?" he called back.
Taking some of the
books, I followed him. Right into the library.
"Val?" he called as we walked
in.
She appeared from somewhere behind the piles of books, busy studying as
usual.
"Legolas! And Aragorn! It is god to see you back in the palace again.
What beings you here so late?" she asked, eyeing the books with interest.
"I
am leaving. *We* are leaving," Legolas said "Lord Elrond is here, he helped us
to come to an agreement with my father. In keeping to this agreement, we shall
never be returning here; at least not whilst my father is still in Middle
Earth."
He placed the books on a nearby table, and I followed suit.
"Undoubtedly my father will have my belongings burnt the moment we leave. He
does not approve of such love; I think he feels it has tainted his kingdom. I
cannot take all these books with me...so I am gifting them to the only person
who will use them, and take care of them: you."
Valrodiel gave a little
squeal of delight, and embraced Legolas tightly, causing him to
chuckle.
"Thank you Legolas! I hope some day your kindness will be repaid,"
she said. "I am sad that you are both to leave." Her expression dropped.
"I
too, am sad to leave, but I cannot be my true self here," Legolas said, walking
towards the door. He motioned towards his books on the table. "There are many
more books where those came from."
The elf maiden almost skipped like a child
on the way to Legolas's rooms, and with the three of us transporting the books
into the library, it was not long before they were all nestled safely on the
shelves.
After saying out goodbyes to Valrodiel, Legolas and I went in search of his other friends. I dearly hoped that we would see them again, for with each goodbye he seemed to grow a little sadder.