who am i
i don't know
what's my true name
i don't know
what am i
i don't know
i just choose a course and go
i just choose a name and go
i just choose an image and go
"fake it til you make it", she said
not really knowing how true that is

male or female
i don't feel either
someone in a female body
but who
but what

lost now
everything's gone
no sense of being
or belonging
no connection
no sense of connection

no rudder
no sails
no anchor

was it just a matter of time
nothing matters in this energy
not a spirit void
not a despairing black void
but an empty void

the lord is my shepherd i shall not want
he maketh me to lie down in green pastures
he leadeth me beside still water - he restoreth my soul
he leadeth me in the path of righteousness for his name's sake
yea tho i walk in the valley of the shadow of death
i will fear no evil for thou art with me
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me
thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies
thou anointest my head with oil - my cup runneth over
surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life
and i shall dwell in the house of the lord forever.