somEthinG to saY
drifting away into the darkness
day and night i say
to myself, i must survive
for everytime i stand
i get knocked back down and left
in the lonely desert sand
out of control
im losing grip
im afraid im gonna slip
what do i do
where do i go
what do i say
im dying everyday
and im drifting away...
leave this chaotic world behind
get it all off my mind
i view the world below me
as i close my eyes to see
the truth that lies beneath that mask called life
it isnt what seemed to me
i travel to a distant land
as all this knowledge lies in my hands
i fall asleep
and rest to be
the one who i am
i stand alone in this room
away from this world, consumed in my thoughts
i walk to the window and take one last look
at the only land i will ever know
i shut the blinds and stand back
i stand in the middle of the room
pulling a vial from one pocket
a needle from the other
i draw the blue fluid from the vial into the needle
i stare into the blue-filled chamber
thoughts flood my mind in this moment of ecstacy
i turn my wrist
wipe it with an alcohol cloth to clean it
preparing for a swift and painless exit
i lay the shaft to the skin and penetrate the surface
sliding deeper into the vein
no blood
i slowly push the piston,
forcing the blue fluid into me
i feel no pain
i withdrawl the metal shaft and drop it on the floor
i feel hot
energy rushing through my body
yet i cant move; paralyzed
suddenly all the ecstacy escapes from me
i stand freezing cold
going numb
i lose feeling in my body and fall to the floor
i feel no pain
my eyes feel heavy
as my last thoughts flow through my mind
"this magical vial has granted my wish
i leave this world peacefully with a
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black ångels
it has a meaning...think about it..
dripping away
dedicated to someone
drip drip... i hold my breathe
waiting for the pain to stop
squinting my eyes tightly
breathing slowly
drip drip... a drop of blood
my hands quivering
holding a knife
my wrist is bleeding
i close my eyes and fall asleep
-jeff khau
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Ask again later - the magic 8 ball
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if you know that one site wit a lot of quotes on it.. it was in a chainmail a few years ago..it had a white background and a LOT of quotes..i would like to know the address..thanx
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