September 28, 2003
Oh my word
I am getting so frusterated with people
They make fun of American Eagle, thus making fun of me
and then when they finally somewhat "convert" me to punk
they just make fun of that
I think some people just have problems
they need to put down other people to make themselves feel better
and all I have to say is...
I'm going to be who I want to be, whether you like it or not
so screw you!!!!
bah. mean people suck
Why are there so many hypocrites in the world?
I'm not judging who they are, or what they do
why does everybody seem to care so much what I do??
I'm just being me, and if other people can't accept that then I can't be friends with them
thats the way it goes
I'm just so sick of it all
I guess thats why I prefer hanging out with guys
theres none of that crap
guys don't care about any of that
at least none of my guy friends do
they may joke about how they wish i wasn't going punk
but I know that they don't really care, that they like me for me
no matter how i dress
I was thinking the other day that I don't tell people enough how much i appreciate them
I hope that they know that I love them
but I should say it more often
just incase they don't
because sometimes its nice to feel appreciated
I love getting to know people
really getting to know them, not just meeting new people
but really getting to know them
Even if its not extremely deep or meaningful conversation
Just to talk to someone else and learn their feelings or opinions on something
but also to know that its safe you share your opinions without getting mocked
I'm so glad that I switched to River East too
Its unbelievable how much easier it is to be yourself there then it was at MBCI
well those are my frusterations with people
suprisingly its the people I know the best that i feel this with
i guess sometimes you get so comfortable with people
that we feel free to say whatever we want
Life goes on though
and I get to borrow a bass from Janice for a week :)
very excited about that