November 8, 2003
I said it before,
there are so many unhappy people
I want to understand
I want to help
but I don't know how
I want them to be as happy as I am
it pains me to see them this way
but i'm afraid
of saying the wrong thing
of making things worse
I want to be there for them
I want to make all their pain go away
but I can't
and I hate that
I need to do something
I want to do something for them
so many people that I love so much
in so much pain
i feel almost guilty for being so happy
what can I do to spread my happiness?
I've been praying a lot about this lately
and I think maybe God wants me to be a missionary
but I have no idea
Its such a hard thing to know where God wants you in life
I think I'm going to go on soar though
it would be a really good experience for me
on a different note
baileys car concert tomorrow!!!
much excitment
and sara can come!!!
oh man
its gonna be awesome
I don't know any music by them
lol
but thats ok
I'm gonna learn to skank :)
Suzanne's party last night was awesome too
we played twister lots
it was awesome
except the guys just sat there and stared at our butts :P
lol
oh well, what did you expect
I think suzanne is sleeping over on monday night too
that shall be good
sara was supposed to sleep over too
but I don't think she can
she might come over for awhile monday night though
and me and suzanne will have fun :D