November 27, 2003
this is possibly the longest week of my life
it has just dragged on and on
and its still not over!!!
I have a huge math test tomorrow
and I have to read a bunch of Dicken's Tale of Two Cities for tomorrow
I wish I could just be sick tomorrow
I don't really want to go to my youth either
I'm so much happier at nkmb
I don't really know why
its just more fun, and i get to meet new people
I hope there is bible study next tuesday
cause if there isn't i'll cry, I'm looking forward to it so much
I really hope Derrik(no idea how to spell that) gets better soon too
we miss him at school
Why can't I seem to get over boys and not need them?
such a mystery
I am happy without them, and I don't want to want them
but i do
sucks to that
I get over one guy and then find another guy that I'm crazy about!!
stupid never ending cycle
if it would just work out with one guy
this whole stupid cycle would be broken
and then we could have a horrible breakup(lol)
and I would be cured for awhile
ya right...
oh man
oh well. whatcha gonna do
I'll just wait
perhaps one day something will happen
one day....:P
I have to perform tonight at customer appreciation at the Forks
I really really don't want to go
but I don't have a choice
Life is just full of things we have to do that we don't want to
and we seldom get what we want
I want to hang out with Rach tonight
that girl is so much fun
alex is awesome too
i should go do some homework though