November 16, 2003
well i'm back from my youth retreat
it was actually really really good
I'm glad I went
I've been going through a lot lately that nobody has known about
and i finally told somebody about it
so heidi is helping me work through it
she's so awesome
love her tons
lets quickly run through the events of the retreat...lol
friday night we got there ate yummy nachos with cheese dip, salsa and sour cream
and vegetables with dip
saturday we had breakfast, session
lunch, four hours of free time(in which we could go horse back riding)
supper, then i talked to arlen for a couple hours
i love that guy, he's amazing
then we had third session
and then communion
then i talked a bit with steve and amanda
and heidi came up and asked if i wanted to talk
(cause in a small group discussion earlier we had to say something we wanted God's help with, and I said that I wasn't ready to talk about it)
so then after much crying and embarrasment
i finally told her everything
it really really helped though
and i'm so glad i did
cause she's been really understanding and helpfull about the whole thing
after that me and heidi joined the group and watched the very end of finding nemo
(about the last 20 min)
today we had breakfast, session, lunch
then clean up, the group picture and came home
and mixed into that was various free time between sessions and meals and junk.
so that was the weekend.
poor heidi was sick today though
so thats not good
and thats all i have to say for now