And I found my head uncrowned and all life's sweet nectar flowing down the cracks and seams wasted on some petty little prayers and I reached up for despair but I was well below that cherished stage and all my mangled hopes all songs unsung I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time everything is faded smiles are fabricated now I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time held my eyes closed for too long And I ran out to the streets in hope that I might find it there but all my buildings stared back at me tenantless and bare and I reached up for the sky but it always seemed so far away transcedndent thoughts you gave lie atrophied and broken I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time everything is faded smiles are fabricated now I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time held my eyes closed for too longAnd I sat when I should have stood and swallowed when I should have spit until now I only recognize me in pictures taken long ago and all the changes simply haunt and never go away a friend will tell when I hit hell I may not feel the change Held my eyes closed for too long Held my eyes closed for too long Just before I go don't you offer any sweet advice because where were all your shoulders when I needed them so long ago and now with legs weak and weary from this silly dance with a suitcase full of memories I pack my bags and slowly drift away