june 17 2003 ..... as all may know, im justin.... i cant explain the feelings i have right now, its between love, hate, sadness, and many other things. today i can now relate to how my two best friends felt when they found out that they couldnt have the person they liked anymore.to one of them, i thought u were just joking around until i fell into the same predicament. i know in reality i should move on and find new people, but this girl makes me feel some-what oddly. Yet, i know that she pretty much has moved on and doesnt care less about me, but i will always care for her since she was pretty much the only one i have had major emotional problems with.i wish that some day i can show her that i am a totally different person than i used to be. to whom this is to.....i hope u find that one person u can love for the rest of ur life......what ever person u give ur love to has to be the luckiest person in life.even tho it will never be.....u and me.....i will never stop missing u .... just know that .....