Walking through my head again,
I don't know where to go,
dreaming of your face again,
I wander to and fro,
seeking some great solution,
that just might get you back,
I struggle with every word,
for the confidence I lack,
I'm seeking something beautiful,
it happens to be you,
and I don't know where to find you,
I don't know what to do,
oh won't you bring me some escape,
I'm walking through my head again,
dreaming of your face.
Falling faster,
faster there,
into the great pit of despair,
oh glorious lover,
take me back,
back to where I could see,
with all intensity,
the color of my dreams,
rushing back,
but wait,
I'm surrounded by black,
black night seeping through my veins,
can you feel it,
the burning pain of loneliness,
of emptyness grinding in your brain.
You keep me in this wonderful place,
this endless dream I cannot escape,
your arms around me,
no harm could befall me,
stay,
stay with me,
let's run away,
away into the great blue realm,
of beautiful silence,
your eyes speak to me in soft tones,
of love and life,
follow me into the night,
embrace it,
this moment in time,
I am yours and you are mine,
you say you love me,
and it soothes my very soul,
you kiss my mouth,
it's tumbling out of control,
I can no longer take our seperation,
I need you closer to me,
than humanly possible,
what can I do to show you,
what can I say to let you know,
it's not enough,
you drive me crazy with delight,
just hold me,
hold me through the night,
you're so beautiful,
word seem so insufficient,
peace engulfs me,
as you touch my very existence.
Desolation overload,
let me out or I'll explode,
cooped up in my weary mind,
collecting dust to pass the time,
once ahead,
once behind,
now lingering,
lost in rhyme.
Your love sustains me,
brings me such beautiful visions,
dancing furious dreams,
passion withstanding,
harsh realities of life,
kiss me hard my love,
as we revel in this lovers embrace,
take me away from this cold empty place.
I'm so lonely,
loneliness is all I have,
it surrounds me,
pulls me in,
deeper and deeper,
until I cannot breathe,
I cannot move,
and all that I see is darkness,
darkness in this room,
in my head,
I want to reach out for someone,
take someone's hand,
but there is no one,
no one to save me from myself,
from this place.
I want my baby back,
back for today,
empty in his absence,
I'm fading away,
now I'm missing him madly,
it's stunting my growth,
I want my baby back,
to carry me home,
I've lost love before,
but my soul's dying this time,
this unrequited love is robbing me blind,
I long to hear his voice,
to speak his name,
I can see him all around me,
beautiful visions of love,
so fleeting,
life is so unkind.
I love you so much,
my heart's gonna break,
cause nothing lasts,
and all I've known is heartache,
I hope you don't hate me,
I hope you love me still,
see I've got these wounds,
that just won't heal,
I can't deal with these feelings,
so intense,
right now I think I'd die in your absence,
I hate myself for giving you up,
but I really don't think,
you'll mind very much,
you're so damn resilient,
so devil-may-care,
you've got your strength,
I've got my wounds to bare.
Souls intertwined,
lost in time,
you shook my universe,
from where I stood,
I'd give you the world,
if I only could,
my love for you will endeaver,
but I can't say that we'll last forever,
in my experience nothing does,
but nothing will shake my love,
I want to hold you,
right where you belong,
lying next to me could never be wrong,
hold me now in love so strong.
Wrap me up in your forgiveness,
peaceful understanding,
let me be,
myself for one moment in time,
no games in mind,
let us be,
we can find the answers together,
let us live forever,
in an endless love,
if there's such a thing,
we can hold it,
tonight,
let's hold on tight,
just you and I,
hold me while I cry,
tears of joy,
I feel like I could die,
in perfect peace,
hold onto me.
I love you,
I love you,
I love you once more,
let me claim my heart,
I live in silence,
I fall apart,
again,
uttering meaningless words,
void of emotion,
let me say the words,
words of infinite devotion,
I have to speak my mind,
the feeling grows,
it gets stronger all the time,
I love you,
I love you,
let me claim my heart,
I live in silence,
I'm falling apart.
Fuck the scale,
and the numerous shackles,
that bind and hold me down,
the city is beautiful,
and full of light,
full of beautiful life,
I am on my own,
as I travel the dark crevices of night,
there will be others on the path,
but they may fall away from me,
like the architects of my past,
but I will always be here,
full of fuckin' cheer,
perseverance my only companion,
as I travel alone,
alone into oblivian.
There's a beautiful intruder lurking in my mind
greeting my trepidation with courageous intentions
shattering my inhibitions
only to inevitably leave me with shattered dreams of two
but how can I not believe
it's such a sustaining fantasy
when it's difficult just to face the monotany of reality
let's be realistic
no one wants to feel vulnerable
and eventually such closeness spawns vulnerability
somebody's going to feel the pain of seperation
and somebody's going to resent that pain
it's a tug of war
all the freaking time
yet love is so amazing
I can't deny it
I can't deny you
your kindness and generosity
your compassion
your crazy ideas
and seemingly unreachable goals
your patience
your honesty
your eyes
your hands
your toes
your optimism in the face of adversity
you have such strength inside
I admire you silently
as I strive to succeed in these difficult times
I dream of a future for two
I love you.
I love you,
I'm turned away,
I can feel,
I can feel you fade away,
I lost my fucking heart today,
again and again and again,
you've been gone so long,
now you come around,
making me feel so strong,
just to leave my world all broken,
too many things unspoken,
I feel like running into the street,
falling to my knees,
praying to be free,
free of all these feelings,
I can't escape my love,
it drags me kicking and screaming,
towards the one thing I know,
with all sincerity to be true,
I'm still in love with you,
oh god I'm still in love with you.
I tried to be happy the other day,
pictured your face in my mind,
heard your voice in my ears,
saw it slipping away,
I tried to be strong the other day,
remembered what you said,
and the tears came,
I heard that song the other day,
and it made me think of you,
I thought of you for awhile,
and then it made me blue,
I wonder if you miss me too,
sometimes I feel so vulnerable,
so weak,
I cry myself to sleep,
thinking you've forgotten me.
Keep me from myself,
save me,
my mind is running rampant,
and all I can think of is death,
save me from this place of horrors,
I can't take it,
stop me from doing this,
I need a hand,
I need a kind word,
just one would be sufficient,
stop this pain inside of me,
hold me,
help me,
keep me from myself.
I saw you weeping,
I fell in love,
til there was no more you,
and no more me,
only us,
you are so beautiful it hurts,
I get choked up,
you are so amazing,
I love you so much,
it consumes me,
surrounds me until I can feel nothing
but the warmth in your smile,
the love in your eyes brings me peace,
it carries me away from this place,
this place that has scarred me so deeply,
this place I cannot escape.
Stay with me tonight,
I'm shaking with fright,
I'm losing you,
and there's nothing I can do,
I love you more than I can say,
but you turn me away,
you turn me away,
I still love you,
and you love me too,
I see it,
I feel it,
I know it when I look at you.
Your eyes excite me,
burn through me,
til I can feel your peace,
the peace in your presence,
the feeling I reside in,
my one true love,
roll with me forever,
eternal ecstacy,
stay with me,
can I lay in your arms,
can I share this life with you,
and wake up next to you,
can I always feel this feeling,
can I keep it near my heart,
time has no bounds,
nothing can turn me away,
I will be here forever,
feeling this love inside,
this love that cannot die.
I love you,
I will always love you,
my time has run out here,
I'm lost, alone, and shaking with fear,
and in this horrible moment,
all I can think of is you,
you and I,
dancing peacefully somewhere in the sky,
in my mind,
I can see the love in your eyes,
the love that you feel for me,
the love that could not be,
and this brings me peace,
for a brief moment,
and then the moment is gone,
it's gone.
