My diamond amongst the rough. This has, beyond the shadow of a doubt, been my utmost best character. He deserves to be ranked in at number one. Now, he's not some hellspawned demon with a giant sword, or silver hair. No, he's not some dark, gothic, evil-doer that loves pain and slaughter. Rather, he's quite the opposite. Fighting for liberty, justice, and peace. It began with a place called Tristana. Here, I ran into some problems out of character. Wish I could say they resolved well, but they didn't. I left. Still, the drama of it all planted a seed bound to grow high. It paved the way for an ambitious young dreamer, to become a prestegious knight fighting his inner past. It paved the way for a teenager lacking creativity, to spring to life with renewed vigor. As of now, that vigor's dead. Drained from me.. From years of this battle. And what do I have to show for it? Zilch. I suppose hope is for the petty. For those that spend their time dreamer... forever asleep, blind to the world's truths. Yet through it all, I'm confident in my ability to use this character. I've seen many intelligent roleplayers in my day.. Some far able to surpass me. But in ChatFirst, where the Saga somewhat has ended, I've realized something; no, I never thought I was the best.. But I'm less than anyone else out there either. No less than some raging demon.. No less than some homocidal psychopath.. "That's just the way it is".. Were it only so simple. Yet even now, I won't admit defeat to someone I haven't even fought. This comes from a man, with no ambition left. But with that last shred of debt, that I owe this character.
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