Ok well, i think an apology is in order. I said a lot of things on this that i should not have said, and for them i am sorry. I would like to apologize to Shar for all the things that i said out of anger. Even though there is no way i can get her back now because of it, i am still sorry. Actually, no, i do not THINK, an apology is in order, i KNOW it is. So, Shar, ia m sorry for all of what was here. ANd i am sorry that you feel the way that you do. Yes i was an ass by writing that, and i can admit that. And if you still want nothing to do with me, i understand. But i am sorry. Good bye shar, i will miss you always. Even if you will not belive me. And here are the lyrics for "Somewhere I Belong" By Linkin Park off of there newest CD Medeora
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my
face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong