why is that everytime i FINALLY think that i have found a good friend something seems to go wrong? i value annessa as my best friend and she is edgy at me... i ask her not to talk to paul... she does neway... she knows that i used to REALLY REALLY REALLY care for dusty when we were whatever... and she goes ahead anyways.. she knew me and dusty had a past and how i felt about him and still sorta do.its just she is going to have to realize that when she finds out what someone feels for somebody that its just what it is..i feel a certain way about dusty and she still went ahead with it.. UUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH i mean shit i try and try and try but im always in the FREAKING wrong.... its just whatever i mena if she thinks that being someones friend is easy... ITS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO BEING FUCKING EASY..... and there will never be a friendship thsat is... and i buy her shit all the time... .x. .d.r.o. .s.h.w.a.g. i mean everything that she wants i do so much for her... but i never went for any of her ex flings like she has me... its just my feelings and i mean if she wants to throw it away then thats her choice... she wants to throw it away... but i will only do what i can. and if thats GET OUT OF HER LIFE then i will do it
