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6/24/03
I just got back from Tahoe. I had an incredible, fabulous time. I can't believe it. I am so in love with Ian Christian Myers, and so incredibly lucky to have a guy like him and a best friend like Lily. I feel truly blessed, cliched and trite as it may sound--I can't help it! I feel loved, I feel happy. I feel good.
6/17/03
Not much going on today...yet. It's only 11:05 in the A.M., so we'll have to see what happens later on. I'll check back.
6/16/03
Had a great day! Went to Matt Chang's party with Ian, then Chipotle, then Borders. I got the Heather Nova CD, which I have been wanting for a looooooong time.
6/15/03
Fiona Apple, "Get Gone"
How many times do I have to say
To get away-get gone
Flip your shit past another lasses
Humble dwelling
You got your game, made your shot, and you
got away
With a lot, but I'm not turned-on
So put away that meat you're selling
Cuz I do know what's good for me-
And I've done what I could for you
But you're not benefiting, and yet I'm sitting
Singing again, sing, sing again
How can I deal with this, if he won't get with this
M'I gonna heal from this; he won't admit to it
Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out
It's time the truth was out that he don't give a
Shit about me
How many times can it escalate
Till it elevates to a place I can't breathe?
And I must decide, if you must deride
That I'm much obliged to up and go
I'll idealize, then realize that it's no
Sacrifice, because the price is paid, and
There's nothing left to grieve
Fuckin go-
Cuz I've done what I could for you,
and I do know what's
Good for me
and I'm not benefiting, instead
I'm sitting singing again, singing again, singing again,
Sing, sing, sing again
How can I deal with this, if he won't get with this
M'I gonna heal from this; he won't admit to it
Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out
It's time the truth was out that he don't give a
Shit about me
