When I felt that I had to leave home I did not sell my farm, but rented it to an honest. trustworthy family. I went to Chicago, then to New York and from there to Liverpool and London. In the masses of humanity found in these places I thought I might find something to distract my mind, but I was not very successful. Then I sailed over to Norway. I could speak a little Norwegian - or at least I thought I could until I landed in that country. But I got along very well, and liked the country. That winter I spent in Paris and Rome, but I went back to Norway early in the spring. I went up to Loner, a little village in the interior of the land. I remained at Loner a week, and had a mind to remain there forever; but that whim soon passed and I was down again to the town of Tunsberg where some of my mother's relatives lived.

 

Tunsberg is winter quarters for a large number of vessels engaged in the whale and seal fishing business. One day, when I was out walking rather aimlessly, I found that the ice was yet thick between the mainland and a small island. I walked on the ice to where a large number of vessels were moored all around an island. They were yet fast in the ice, but there were a number of men engaged in cutting a passage for one of the vessels out into the open sea. I learned that, as the season was advancing, it was time for the fishers to be off. They had waited in vain for the ice to break up, but now they could wait no longer. I became quite interested in this scene, and each day I went out to the ships to see what progress was being made. At last the first vessel made its way through a long watery lane and was free. Others soon followed, and as they reached the open water, I saw that sailors came from the town with the small steamers and were soon in possession of the fishing ships. Some were steamers, and some were sailing vessels. It was a rare sight when the sails were spread like a mass of clouds, to see the vessel glide over the waves out into the blue ocean.

 

In a week, all but one of the ships had gone. This one lingered and I lingered with it. I had become somewhat acquainted with the men on board, and had made myself quite at home on the little, well-oiled steamer. There was a sort of weird attraction about the ship for me. I say weird because how else can I describe an attraction for such an object, and such surroundings as on board that vessel.

 

At last ESKEN was also ready to put to sea, and I actually felt sorry in having to say goodbye to it. The ship was to get away early next morning, but I was out long before daylight hunting for the captain,

 

"Captain Larsen," said I, when I had found that officer, "how are you off for men?"

"Short yet," said he.

"Then take me," said I.

"Take you!" he exclaimed, as he looked closely at me from top to toe. "Are you a sailor?"

"No sir," I replied, "but if hands are short, I can help at most anything. I am not so inept."

"Have you ever been in the Arctic?"

"No, sir."

"Ever been a fisher - a common fisherman I mean?"

"No, sir; never caught anything larger than a brook trout."

"And yet you want to join this crew, and help to catch whales!" The captain swore a little, laughing as he did so,

"Where's your trunk?" he enquired. "At the hotel in Tunsberg," I replied.

"Well, go and get it. Be back in two hours; - and say, you'll have to get some clothing - "

"Fredriksen, Fredriksen," the captain shouted, at which a sailor came up to see what was wanted.

"Go with this man to town," were the instructions, "and tell him what he must get in the way of clothing, etc., for a cruise in the Arctic. He is going with us as first-mate, I suppose!"

"Fredriksen thought the Captain's last remarks to be a statement of facts until I told him different. We were back within two hours. Black smoke came in great clouds from the funnel of the ESKEN, and before noon, we left the Norwegian coast, and a week later Tromso, and headed for the fishing waters in the Arctic Ocean."

 

 

III.

I believe the Captain of the ESKEN took a certain fancy to me, and this, in a way, was my salvation on board that ship. I was absolutely inexperienced in seamanship. I knew nothing, whatever of any duty on board. I could perhaps have learned to wash the decks, or help the cook peel potatoes, but Captain Larsen kept me in a resemblance to business in various other ways. He had taken me on the humor of the moment, even as I had offered myself, and it seems he made the best of a bad bargain. I signed no papers, as a regular seaman would have done, I made no stipulations regarding wages, and nothing was said to me about my pay, if I should ever earn any. I don't know but that I was as much the Captain's "first mate" as anything else. The captain spoke English poorly and my Norwegian was no better from a grammatical point of view. During our first days out, and in fact all along when he had leisure, he would have me give him lessons in English, and have me talk of America, and the Americans. The fact of the matter was that Captain Larsen was expecting to leave the Arctic fishing business and accept a position in American water the very next year. But that was not to be.

 

But I - what have I done? What would some of the good people in and around the old farm at home now think of me, did they but know? Some of them would think me very, very foolish to thus throw away my life, but little did they know of me, little, I say, did they know of what was really and truly me - my mind, and the life of that mind. I had money, a beautiful farm, some influence, perhaps, a host of friends and one thing only I lacked - but never mind that now.

 

 

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