The Story of my Life
did You know my Master, that You are the story of my life? i lived before You, but my beginning began with You. You are the first chapter of the story of my life.
chapter 1:
You found me, broken and lost, searching for a love i thought i'd never have, a love i didn't think myself worthy of. You gave to me self confidence and You took my hand in Yours and showed me the way into Your heart.
chapter 2:
You patiently waited while i grieved over the death of my beautiful mom. You allowed me the time that i needed to grieve, to cry, to vent my anger. in doing so, You taught me patience and how to let go. You stood by me, yet as a friend, not as a Dominant. You came down to my level as i grieved and You comforted me as any friend would do.
chapter 3:
this chapter is one of my favorites because it is filled with love, bonding, hope and promises. on june 10th, 2002, i offered to You my gift of submission, and You graciously accepted it. i became Yours and You became my wonderful Master. it was and always will be one of the most beautiful and cherished moments in time. as You accepted my gift to You, my eyes filled with tears of a happiness i have never known before You. my heart, how it fluttered. the first time i called You "Master", it was like a beautiful love serenade escaping from my lips and filling the air with music. i swear i was flying that day my Master, my feet weren't touching the ground all day.
chapter 4:
it was in this chapter that You first told me that You love me. again, my eyes overflowed with tears of happiness. You haven't just told me so, but You have shown me over and over again in everything You do, whether it be in pages You make for me, avatars You paint for me, a gentle touch, a kiss or even in punishments. in this chapter of my life, i have learned obediance, i have learned that truth is always the best way, that i am worthy of the love i sought for so long. i have learned that coming to You with everything is always what i should do, because You are here to help me, to listen, to teach, to care.
You have opened so many doors to me, You have given to me a love like i have never known. You took me in Your loving, strong hands and You have molded me into someone i can take pride in. You have given to me Your very best and You have stood by me through some very rough times, as well as the good. how do i ever thank You?
chapter 5:
it is happening now my Master. W/we are living it as i write these words. and i am today as proud of You as i was from the very beginning. You have opened my eyes to the most beautiful world i have ever seen because i share it with You.
the last chapter:
it will take place if You ever leave Master.
it is not something i shall ever dwell on, for i just do not see it happening. what W/we have T/together is strong, it's real and i do not believe i will ever have to face this chapter in my life.
a word of love from You as told to O/our friend saphire
-saphire-7: you just missed marcy
euqine: I hate missing her...I hurried to get here
euqine: do you know what it's like to miss someone to the point that it hurts you physically?
-saphire-7: yes
euqine: I am there
euqine: I need her
-saphire-7: well she is there with you
euqine: I feel like crying because I missed her
-saphire-7: she misses you
euqine: well, I need you to tell her something for me too
euqine: It is VERY doubtful that I will be here Friday night
euqine: and the weekend is usually out
euqine: may be able to be here some tomorrow morning
euqine: maybe late tonight....dunno
euqine: I love her sooo much!
euqine: got all that?
saphire-7: lol yep
euqine: good girl
i love You my Master, thank You for continuing to make all my dreams come true!
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Since August 8, 2002
Email: his-angel@excite.com
You Are My Destiny
Morning Dove
