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Welcome to my website! If you're reading this and I didn’t give you a link because you're a pal you probably followed the link from my LiveJournal to this page. If neither of those options apply to you, I have no clue how you got here, but either way welcome. With the extra time on my hands, and the first issue of my perzine, Pre-Packaged Heart <3 coming out, I created this site, I thought it would be a good extension to my LiveJournal. In here you can find some stuff you won't find on my Journal, more personal writings, information on how you can get your very own copy of my perzine, etc. Hmmmm a bit about me before you go clicking things. My name is Stephy and I'm a reasonably attractive eighteen year old woman. I do things from time to time, some I'm proud of, others I’m not. I’m always Hungry and loud. I try to be affectionate. I have seen too many movies for my own good. My boyfriend Johnny, friends and siblings are the most important people in my life. I pretend to know more than I do. I write bad poetry. I sing in the shower and while I'm driving even though people stare at me. I love where I live even though it sucks and it’s boring. I’m not the center of attention. I cannot spell to save my life. I don’t fully trust or love many people. I am picky. I am a Virgo. I love art. I aspire to be an --- (not sure yet). Most girls I know are evil. I try to step through mirrors. I am a hugger. I haven't found myself. I enjoy feeling needed, most of the time. I babble. I am a super hero. I’m good in school and I sleep too much. I love fake British accents. I watch fires die, sometimes i start them. I like being tied up. I like being abused by John. I love tulips and Scottish boys who call just to hear me breathe. I talk to strangers, even wierd ones. I do my best. I love my baby brother. I laugh out loud. I cherish treasures and bubblegum machine gifts. I love jelly beans. I cry in public and in my room hugging my monkey. I cry a lot. I want to have wings and a crown. I am not dainty but I wish I was stronger. Caution:before you start clicking around you should read this important information. My sexuality is not the norm. It has been nice for me to be able to write about some of the things me and my monkey like in my Journal and now in here. It is comforting to put part of your life, which you know is different from that of most people, out for public consumption and have it be accepted or, if not accepted, at least not berated. So I’m making it clear now, I'm what my Journal and my writings clearly illustrate, a slut, a lover, submissive, dominant, a hopeless romantic. I'm just like every other person in that I like being told "You did this well," whether it be something I've written here, something I did at school, something I cooked or crafted or any other endeavor. However, receiving feedback is not the motive for keeping this site or my journal, I do this for me. What I write here is true, and while any personal account will fail as a reflection of ultimate truth, those failings are the unintentional result of individual perception and not a result of conscious manipulation of fact or a creation of fiction. I am who I am and if you're not interested in reading this kind of material keep away from these links: Shhh... Late.Night.Thoughts Thank you and enjoy.