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Monday, April, 21, 2003
Overheard on holidays:
Drugs, Alcohol, Squirrels & Seduction
Well its Monday. And I’m sure there is quite a few of you out there recovering from ur celebrations of 4/20 yesterday. If you don’t know what 4/20 is, then you don’t need to know. If you really are THAT curious just ask your local drug dealer, police officer, or burnt out street kid.
So anyways me being the only straight edge kid out of my “friends” I carefully considered my other expeditions I’ve had with them in the past. Where I have tagged along to watch their antics and protect all things living from them. (Well someone had to stop them from trying to rape a squirrel). Anyhow the weather got ruff outside, I soon became, filthy, wet and irritated. Yet my “friends” were having a blast. I guess I saw the world differently, being sober and all.
As a result, last night I decided to just spend some quality time with myself. No, not that way. I lounged around in my living room. Pulled out my acoustic, and just played some songs I have been working on (in between eating vanilla ice cream). Yet I enjoyed myself. Normally I have to get out of my house to have a good time. But I had more fun just doing that then I have with hanging out with people lately.
I had plans to catch the Easter bunny on Sunday, to get some chocolate eggs. It didn’t quite work out the way I planned though. I put on bunny ears to disguise myself. I then broke into the Easter bunny’s home and sprawled myself over his bed. Waiting for him to arrive. When he did I seductively nibbled on a carrot, and batted my long eyelashes. However that doesn’t quite have the same effect, as it does on men. To make a long story short, I gave up on the bunny, and tried my antics on a guy friend. And yes. He bought me chocolate.
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Wednesday, April, 16, 2003
Overheard on school property outside:
Ok I know, I know. I haven’t updated this thing in a long time cuz I’ve been busy with my other site. Any who, things suck right now.
I’ll just write in point form:
Sandra and Jake got back together, broke up and are now back together again.
Thomas and I may have recruited Louise as a singer for our band
I have been really sick to my stomach, these past few days. To the point where there is nothing left in my tummy, but it still feels the need to make me gag / be sick. Oh this is painful.
Beth is still running around like a little whore… chasing after really ugly guys, to take the place of her lack of friends.
Oh and Patrick has decided to join our group of loathing Beth. As she has treated many of us like shit before, a bunch of us decided to no longer put up with it. Unfortunately for her, we were her best friends.
So back to Patrick. He and Beth and Michelle decided to do there 40 hours of community service together. (it’s a requirement in order to get your diploma here). And Beth was staying at her aunts place so Patrick didn’t have her #. So Beth was suppose to call him. She never did. Even though she was home all day. The next day Beth & Michelle went together behind his back. So after a big huge mess, all 3 of them went together. Although Beth & Michelle tried to pretend they weren’t all together. The whole time they kept pushing Patrick away. Saying things like “Holy sh*t , Patrick, stop following me around!” Mean while all he wanted to do was to ask them what he was suppose to do, seeing as he was new and was trying to learn the ropes. Patrick isn’t even the clingy type.
Speaking of Michelle, according to Louise she is acting different. She apparently doesn’t seem the same anymore to quite a few people. Maybe she’s starting to spend too much time with Beth. Funny thing is Beth always used to complain about Michelle. She didn’t like her at all before, calling her a ditz, and fake, and every bad mouthing word in the book.
Oh if only Michelle knew the truth.
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Monday March 31 2003
Online:
I wish I was someone else. Yes it could be worse, but why do others have it easier than me? I need new/more friends. Right now all I have is Thomas and he can be an asshole sometimes. So he only counts as ½ a friend. Then there’s Sandra , she’s been a bitch in the past, sooooo…. I’ll say she’s ¼ of a friend. That’s 75%. I don’t even have a whole friend. Pretty sad, I know. I can’t help feeling distant towards the rest of the group. Maybe I’ll make some friends in night school (Yeah, right). I feel I don’t have much room to live… I feel inadequate … I keep thinking and it doesn’t get me anywhere. I also miss Jordan. I wish I had a B.F. again. I probably wont have another B.f. in high school. Why would anyone go out with me anyways? I’m ugly. I’m stupid. Funny thing though; in gr 10 Heather, Mallory & others made comments behind my back of being fat (I’m smaller than both of them-like their one to talk!) now today I heard Heather say to Louiese “Yeah, but I think Anastasia to skinny…” So first I’m too fat, now I’m too thin! It never stops with them. Thomas told me that the other group has grown up-but I don’t believe it. He only said that because he likes Heather-again. Whatever. Oh well, I got to go to bed….fuck my homework. P.S. I got to get over Jordan. He has a G.F.-and it’s not me.
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Tuesday March 25 2003
Online:
Guys always have a way of acting like a jerk .. Even the so called “nice ones”.
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Sunday March 23
Overheard at a party:
Lousise told me that the poser by the name of erin is still bringing up old issues. Still mad at me for dating Mike even though she had a boy friend and things between me and Mike ended well over a year ago. Proof that some members of the human race are stupid.
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Saturday 22 2003
Overheard in school halls:
Sandra And Jake broke up. Thing is everyone thought they already broke up, but they secretly got back together and then broke up 3 weeks later… again.
Beth ( also known as she-who-must-not-be-named ) is still on hiatus . She couldn’t take it anymore apparently . ( Although what she could not take is a mystery to us. )
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