My heart aches, my body shakes,
as my sobs rip through me,
tearing me apart from the inside out.
Finally I thought id found someone,
only to find myself at this crossroad on my knees.
How did this happen, how can this be?
How could you go from loving me
to needing some room to breathe.
What did I do to scare you?
why must you now hesitate?
When did wanting to be with you
stop being enough to keep you?
If you only knew how much you made me feel.
If you knew how your touch calmed me,
made me feel safe.
How your smile moved me, made me feel faint.
How your loving gaze made me feel whole,
maybe then you wouldn’t want to let me go.
~Written March 20th, 2003~~
