Frustration. Fear. My cage of fate.
My emotions engulf me.
You have the power to bring me up
or pull me down.
Why you have this effect on me is unknown.
Why do you do this to me?
Am I just a puppet for your pleasure?
Do I do your bidding, bow down before you?
Just for your love? Just for your devotion?
Why do I do this?
What is it I really feel? Am I scared to lose you?
Or scared to be alone?
I live not for myself anymore. My life is not my own.
I am your possession, your pawn, your trash.
I’ll be forever dammed, and forever yours.
Forever love, or forever hate.
Whatever the case forever shall be my fate.
~ Written by Cheri MacKenzie, 2000 ~
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