NihilSchism (NY-hil-shiz-UM)
Nothing; Separation.
[03][OT][05:05PM]
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The Clash- Tommygun
AHAHAHA!
> Pleadingbrilliance.com
[02][OT][06:57AM]
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The Clash- Rudy Can't Fail
Huzzah!
> Domain name and server space bought and registered.
> This version of the site will probabably, for the most part, become a ghost town. Project Brain Lax will stay on this server because my dad would have a fit if ever he read it and put me into an asylum.
> There will be a 2-3 day wait until the site is recognised by my ISP and I can start editing stuff and making sure it works, so until then, I'm just uploading files and unedited HTML.
[01][OT][06:57AM]
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Tsuneo Imahori- Perfect Night
Huzzah!
> Tonight, if everything goes as planned, I register my domain and server space at HostSave. I'm hoping that my site there will be up tomorrow, back and better than ever!
I don't know how long the registration process will take, but it shouldn't take me long to finish off the new layout. So far, I've composed a splash page and sifted through my inks, skethces, and PC pictures for addition to the site.
[30][ST][02] [02:44PM]
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The Living End- Monday
FRUSTRATED.
Alright. Angelfire is ticking me off again. There are now THREE popup ads upon arrival at my splash page. I can't take it anymore.
This site is officially on hiatus until I get my dot com up.
Sketch updates may arise every once in a while and I'll continue my efforts on Project Brain Lax, but other than that expect a ghost town. Many apologies, but I just haven't enough space anymore.
[20][ST][02] [07:15PM]
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The Clash- London Calling
"Paul don't like the RotoSound..." -Joe Strummer
> DOWNSIZING.
> More Later.
[15][ST][02] [06:15AM]
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My cat meowing.
"Spiketops Unite!" -Joe Strummer
> UBER l337!! YES!
> So, my cat woke me up at five thirty. It's gonna be a long haul.
> Angelfire is bothering me. I got this pop up ad when I logged in that said 'You are about to exceed your limit.'
I've got a good four MB left... And I'm NOT buying space from them. For the price that Angelfire Plus comes at, one could just get a domain AND some damn server space elsewhere.
[16][ST][02] [05:01PM]
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Trigun- Insurance #3
"Nice to meet you, have a nice day..."
> This weekend was eventful. Yesterday, to celebrate my birthday, Mum, Dad, and I went to a pizza buffet. It was excellent. I got this very nice ring from them and the pizza was great.
Last night was the school dance. It sucked horribly- Not only was the music ALL RAP, but they blew the speakers twice. Everybody was so indecently dressed that I wanted to cry- Seriously. Disgustingly low pants which are nasty to begin with and these sqare pieces of fabric with ties that they called shirts.
I'm not going to anymore dances.
I slept over CJ's house and we watched 'Cowboy Funk', which is a pretty cool episode of Cowboy Bebop. (The one with the Teddy Bomber. Yeah. That one. Fun.) Her little sister woke us up twice during the night and at 7:30AM this morning. That wasn't fun. We couldn't get back to sleep because she was completely awake.
We watched Austin Powers until we left for the mall at 11:30AM. That was great. I got some cool stuff- CJ bought me a repaint 'sinister' Vash figure for my birthday and I got the Trigun 'Lost Past' DvD. Because we both spent twenty bucks at Newbury Comics, we got free glasses with the maniacal smilie face on it. Not bad at all.
I also found The Clash- Before and After by Pennie Smith. I've been searching for that book FOREVER. Now to find Bob Gruen's... He did stage shots to die for. Additionally, I came across another Clash patch at Newbury's. The one on my shirt has been falling off because I didn't sew it well. I went back to Hot Topic (shoot me) to find another one, but the losers don't carry Clash stuff anymore.
So, I've hit rock bottom. I'm under the persuasion that money just bought me some happiness.
[14][ST][02] [09:43AM]
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Tsuneo Imahori- Cynical Pink
m0r3 l337 5H33p...
> Chapter Thirteen of Project Brain Lax has been posted.
> Yay birthday.
[13][ST][02] [05:59]
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Tsuneo Imahori- Not an Angel
m0r3 l337 5H33p...
> New layout.
> Tomorrow is my birthday. Hooray for me being born. I have a cold.
> Yes, that is still Kenshin on my desktop.
[10][ST][02] [09:30PM]
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Raiju Ramayya- Ask DNA (again)
l337 5H33p...
> One new sketch. I like it. Go see it.
> Yes, that is Kenshin on my desktop.
[09][ST][02] [08:24PM]
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Tsuneo Imahori- Hash Hash
Ub3r w007!!
> Spelling error in the Splash Page comic fixed.
> I'll be getting Trigun: The First Doughnuts and Trigun: The Second Doughnuts (Happy Pack) in the mail sometime this week-- Hopefully. I can't wait, Tsuneo Imahori is my hero.
[05][ST][02] [04:03PM]
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Pinhead Gunpowder- Asheville
Hooray. Kinda.
> One new ink.
> First day of school.
[04][ST][02] [02:35PM]
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The Offspring- BlackBall
The New Disease.
> I'm writing a song. God help us all.
> Artists' Block. No further update.
My anime theories-
Sonoske only likes the jacket.
Faye is all about boobies and cigarettes.
Stitch Stitch Jet.
[03][ST][02] [06:38PM]
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The Clash- Death or Glory
I spent 40 dollars at the bookstore today.
> One new ink.
> Two gifts from CJ, one from Lucky in transit.
> New desktop image.
> I'm working on a collaboration comic with Christian X. Currently, it's in its early stages. I've just sent him a few concept sketches. Watch this space. And his space. And the comic's space. ... Just watch all the space around you.
[28][AU][02] [02:45PM]
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Joe Hisashi- Yomi no Sekai
Pass the kerosine.
> One new ink.
> One new sketch.
> Some people are ignorant.
> "I ate a cracker once. It was salty." -Wil (from work). He inspires me.
[26][AU][02] [11:47PM]
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The Clash- Safe European Home
Party.
Tré and I left the employee party at about nine fifteen this evening. It was neat and actually quite odd. I wasn't as awkward as I usually am, for once.
I feel sorry for Paul, though. I begged and begged him to come to the party and he did. We hung out a little, but he did a lot of haning around in the background. I was trying to keep up with Tré's hyper-active-mad-social skills, and Paul was lost. On the way home, Tré told me that he was hanging around alone. I feel so bad.
I spoke with Nick for the first time in forever. He herds cattle. Tré is a cow.
Now, I am trying to figure out whether Tré needs to leave my brother's friend Don alone or my brother needs to get Don back into his room. "My friend in my room, your friend in your room!"
He's not listening. FUBAR.
[23][AU][02] [01:57AM]
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Green Day- Emenius Sleepus
Huh? What? Gneh?
> 2 new pictures in Guest Art
> 2 new pictures in Sketch
> 1 new picture in PC Art (Finally!)
Oookay. There have been many updates, but the first that one would notice is the lack of picture to your left. I'm sorry, I'll be uploading a new character picture to this layout soon. During the week, I've tried out a new layout idea, but it just didn't work. Boo. Sorry for the slow updates, I hope all of this has made up for it! (I'm running out of disk space on Angelfire. Grr!)
[19][AU][02] [11:17AM]
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The Living End- West End Riot
Voon, said the mattress.
... Anxiety attack.
School starts soon. Very soon. Too soon. Things are wrapping up at work.
I've got a bunch of stuff to do until then-- Assloads of stuff. Very frightening amounts of stuff. The site updates will proabably be pretty slow until school is under way. Hopefully I'll have a new guitar before then...
To Christian- If I weren't so lazy, I would have replied to your email by now. I'm very sorry, I'll get to that soon and send you my attempts at drawing Gawd. They're funny.
[09][AU][02] [03:31AM]
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Apex Theory- [Name?-- "And you just don't get it..."]
"The Super Snack that is good anytime, anywhere..."
Just got back from a road trip with my brother and two of his friends. Very awesome. I've opened my inbox to see two very excellent emails-- That made me so happy, thank you!
> I'll be replying to them eventually- Please excuse my slowness, but as of now I've got to get my butt in bed so I can go to work tomorrow and Saturday. I leave for a camping trip on Sunday, hopefully I'll be able to reply by then. I'm so sorry!!
> Toronto was so arse. In a cool way. (Inside joke, excuse me.)
Apex Theory was car music. I'll be making a website about our trip pretty soon-- It'll be called 'Canadian House Farm' or something like that. It feels great to be back and typing at a computer. I won't recap the trip here because that'd take too much time-- Too much stuff happened. When the site is done, I'll post a link to it. ;) Mmm, Pocky.
Pocky is great. I bought five boxes of it at the Chinese market in Toronto. We actually stayed at a campground in Bronte and drove into the city each day.
... But we must get back to the Pocky. Actually, I bought seven boxes, but two were for Andrew who payed me back. I scarfed two of them down, then realised that saving some for home would be nice. I've got three boxes that are on my shelf. I intend on saving them for special occasions-- You know, upcoming birthday, holidays, the end of the world... That kind of stuff. Oh yes, Pocky IS The Super Snack.
Ow. A muscle in my lower arm just cramped up when I stretched. I've never had a lower arm cramp before. Egads. OMG Media. "TCBY". Guh. That is so not arse. Gneh. FUBAR. Off to bed.
[12:26PM]
I had a good night's sleep, I think. Here's the deal on Brain Lax--
Chapter Thirteen has been written. Three times. Three completely different concepts, the third of which just went belly-up. I apologise for the writer's block, I'll update it once I get out of it!
"My Eyes are Flammable..." -Engrish notebook.
[02][AU][02] [10:41AM]
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The Clash- The Guns of Brixton
Boo yes grandmother.
Today, I discovered that I am crushing on a guy from Poland.
> I made a doll of Paul Simonon!
Ain't he cute? He's going in my PC art section soon.
[29][JL][02] [08:54PM]
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The Seatbelts- Tank!
Hooray me!
> Six new sketches.
> One new gift- from Nerd! Thanks!
[27][JL][02] [10:28PM]
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The Clash- Capital Radio
I know how you feel now, Emily.
So. The friend that I referred to my summer job got a raise. This is my second season at my job, and I didn't get a raise. She now makes the same amount of money I'm making.
Wonder what I'm doing/not doing?
Oh well, they say patience is a virtue. If there was something wrong with my performance, I'd have heard about it-- Right?
[25][JL][02] [06:54PM]
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The Clash- I'm Not Down
No, not at all.
I missed my old layout.
New 'Current Desktop'. I made the WinAmp skin! ^-^
Okay. So the Clash star image wasn't mine- But I did all the editing and blending.
[24][JL][02] [12:27AM]
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The Seatbelts- Rush
Sitting in muddy water isn't so bad if it ends after the first time.
I've just devoted my whole evening to this site. Here's what I've got to show-
>A new layout.
>Two new ink pictures.
>The Personality Quiz!
Hope that makes up for my update-deadness, the splash page is my next little project. Thanks for your patience, guys!
There are bound to be bugs in my work, so if you find any, please be so kind as to email me and let me know. Thanks!
[22][JL][02] [10:32PM]
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Barenaked Ladies- One Week
You just- You did- What I thought you were gonna do.
Okay. Here's the deal.
I haven't uploaded material in a while, so [hopefully] tomorrow you'll be seeing-
>A new layout
>A new sketch and ink
>The WinAmp skin I made
> and- A PERSONALITY QUIZ BY ME!
Yay.
[15][JL][02] [09:43]
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The Clash- Something about England
Still shaken
Brother is getting better. He had his surgery last night and already he's gone to a concert. He's crazy. His fingers will just be a little shorter than they were, but they'll be fully functional. The family is still recovering as well. Thank you all for your well wishing.
Back on the business end- I'll add some stuff soon, I guess.
[14][JL][02] [12:58AM]
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The Clash- The Magnificent Seven
Holy. Shit.
My brother, my father, my mum, and I have just returned from the emergency room.
My brother had the tips of his index and middle fingers on his right hand mangled. To my knowledge, he was wiping excess grease off of the motorcycle chain. The machine was running, I think, for the rag and his hand with it were dragged and caught with the chain. Mum and I were camping with my aunt and cousins.
It was around eleven PM that Mum took the call. Peggy [cousin] and I were in a tent outside of the popup camper. Thank God we were in town, because next thing I knew it, I was in the car to go visit Roger.
He'll be okay. They'll be doing a skin graft to fix his fingers up- He probably won't be able to use any mad typing skills for a while, though.
In good spirits for one in his position, he is. I look up to him- If that were me, I'd... die or something. I swear. Just- die. He's been laughing and joking as best he can. I want to help him out and stuff, but I know that he's pretty independent. I'm being as sympathetic as I can without cooing over him and bringing him down more- Or, at least, I hope I am doing the right thing. He goes into surgery tomorrow morning around eight.
Thank God it wasn't worse. To think- of all the bad things that could happen on a motorcycle, this was one of the LAST we'd thought of.
Oh- And. Earlier today. I found out the hard way that I have a deathly allergy to hot peppers. You know those little green juicy seedy ones? Yeah. Swelly throat. Gasping. Much bread eating. Spew. All better.
I feel so sorry for Mum and Roger- And Dad. Dad was said to have taken the traffic great- The hospital is a good ten minute drive or so. Mum- Well. She had to witness me gasping- "Pure horror" was how she described my face- And then, when she was going to bed, Dad called with the news. She's been traumatised twice today. Twice her children have been in danger- In one day. And she didn't have a heart attack.
Wow. I admire my family so much. You don't know.
So, my day was peachy. How was yours??
[11][JL][02] [05:25PM]
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Green Day- Platypus
I don't have that many visitors!
Alright. Today, I learned that Angelfire is being more crappy than ever. The 50 MB that I once had available to me has been reduced to less than half-- I am now limited to a cheap 20 MB. This is insufficient. My site as it is (And this is AFTER I've cleaned up) runs on 14 MB, and it's growing with each addition.
As much as I'm going to hate this, I will have to cut back on content.
High-consumption items that are
DEFINITELY STAYING:
Project Brain Lax
Sketches
Ink
IN DANGER:
Comic
FAQ (I won't miss this one)
PC (Well...)
I'll be devoting my money-saving to buying a server machine- Hopefully I can find someone's old-ass used PC, stick some killer disk space in it, and call it good. Who knows- But until then, this is the plan.
And on a far more random note- The live version of The Clash's 'Magnificent Seven' is far better than the version on "Sandinista!". I've been spoilt, the Sandinista version is so slow, and [blah blah blah blah blah] (Someday, I'll shut up and make a Clash fan site, but until now, you people must deal with my random discoveries.)
[09:50PM]
Danielle told me that Emily quit. She's my supervisor from work.
What a horrible day.
[06][JL][02] [08:53AM]
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The Clash- Clash City Rockers
Rock! Rock!
YAY!
Paul Simonon, guv!
... but I play guitar. Hush.
This one was too obvious and gave it all away right off. They slammed Topper, too. That was mean. I will kick the webmaster. If you know of a better one (i.e. multiple questions) I would flip out and run around my room, then thank you a billion times because I've been looking for a good Clash personality quiz since... A long time ago. (Just for the shit of it.)
Google Wisdom.
Another result of my boredom.
[06][JL][02] [08:53AM]
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Green Day- Reject
Three is a bad number.
Tré and Peg are still over. This morning, I woke up before both of them but just decided to piss around and not bother trying to get up. They talked. I listened.
"Yeah, whenever I'm over and I wake up before her, she gets all pissed off at me." -Tré
That's shit, and I feel left out and not accepted. She and Peg have made me feel shut out- I don't think it's intentional, though, I'm just a boring shit.
I probably did most of it to myself. I kept checking stuff on my computer here and there for a few seconds when I got bored. Not that Tré didn't do the same. Boo hoo hoo. I'm going to work at twelve, I'm up now, this sucks. This is why I don't have a social life- I hate trying to get along with people.
I have one long and sad life ahead of me.
[05][JL][02] [06:05PM]
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The Clash- London's Burning
I am SO LOVED
Tré and my cousin Peg are over. They've abandoned me to go play Mario Kart in the basement.
[05][JL][02] [12:52AM]
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Billy Joel- Still Rock 'n' Roll to Me
Et porqui pas?
Uhm. It's early. I'm going to Tré's at eight thirty this morning to set the drum kit up and possibly jam. I've made a webring button for Pixeh. I'm a proud bored person.
If you want me to make stuff like that for you, let me know, I'll be glad to- Button images are a good way to waste time.
[01][JL][02] [11:18AM]
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Raju Ramayya- Ask DNA
Annoying
Day off.
The sketch, PC, and ink sections have a new look. I missed having descriptions for my pictures. There will probably be a new layout (Or a new skin for this one) coming up once I decide that I'm motivated.
Ugh. It's just one of those days when I feel like I'm pissing everyone off.
And Mum wonders why I spend so much time on the computer- I've no friends! ... Okay. So I have two. They're both at work.
I'll stop bitching now.
[31][JN][02] [11:24PM]
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Tsneo Imahori- HT
Tired.
New sketches. I'm going to be changing a bunch of stuff around my site just for the hell of it in the coming days, I think.
The rafting trip was great, but I'm glad to be home. My legs are completely toasted and burnt.
[29][JN][02] [04:12PM]
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Judy and Mary- Sobakasu
BLISSFUL!
I figured I'd hop in and say hello before I leave. I'm going whitewater rafting this weekend. (Whee?)
Not much going on- Oh! I've added a bunch of stuff to Brain Lax. Go see it.
[24][JN][02] [08:58PM]
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NOFX- Happy Guy
Floopy
Three new sketches. I'm proud of the 'Subway' one in particular.
... Look! I actually did a BACKGROUND!
Doughnuts, Anime, and the mall tomorrow.
[23][JN][02] [09:54PM]
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Tank!-The Seatbelts (Cowboy Bebop theme)
Clean and shower minty fresh.
CJ, Liz, and I took the Amtrak to Boston today. That was great fun- We had a blast. Whenever the train would bump or jerk about, Liz and I exchanged awkward glares and nods. That was a bleedin' good time. We ate bagels and ran around and other immature stuff. We got to see an Omni Theatre presentation about amusement park rides and wander around Quincy Market for a few hours. Our last stop was a place called Mike's- Lots of tempting pastries. But no Pocky. We searched and never found any Pocky. I took home a slice of Oreo pie, which I had boxed and haven't eaten yet. I'm saving that for tomorrow.
Last night, I babysat with CJ. The person we were babysitting for (Ann) was hosting a party at her house. The carnival has come to town and they were heading in. We ended up babysitting Ann's kids as well as everyone else's. She apologised but I really didn't mind. CJ went mad. I just kind of sat there, but this morning CJ forced me to take half the pay.
Last night was spent watching Cowboy Bebop. CJ is determined to make me fall in love with that show. I thought the weapon shop owner dude in 'Stray Dog Strut' was the shiz-nat. I think it was the hair.
... Come on. You all know I have a fettish.
On Tuesday, we're all getting together, going to the mall, then watching Trigun.
Love and peace.
[17][JN][02] [02:30PM]
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NOFX- Bob (Rancid's Cover)
Indifferent
Happy Father's Day
Three new sketches. They suck. Don't waste your time.
Actually... The second one. That's okay.
I get my wisdom teeth yanked tomorrow. See the joy?
DO YOU SEE THE JOY!?
... Good.
[13][JN][02] [06:36PM]
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The Offspring- Come Out and Play
Oh what glee
Black pants. Black shoes. White socks.
The lazy days of no obligation are here.
They must be playing buggers with my mind again.
[11][JN][02] [04:39PM]
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The Clash- City of the Dead
Huh?
What the shit...? I went over my bandwidth limit yesterday.
... Angelfire = bad. Booo.
[06][JN][02] [04:39PM]
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The Clash- City of the Dead
Sad
Whatever floats your boat.
At exactly 7:03 AM this morning, my betta fish Billie Joe passed away. Tré, who had slept over, hepled out with the funeral procession, which consisted of a lovely salute and a flushing.
I'll miss you, Billie. You were my favourite fish.
[18][MA][02] [2:45PM]
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Sex Pistols- EMI
One new sketch.
Here are my Romeo and Juliet Quiz results:
#1 - Mercutio (Now I'm really scared.)
#2 - Nurse
#3 - Benvolio
Back To Entrance Page
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