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The frustration I feel about what I’ve become has consumed me.
I desperately need to realize the light that’s inside of me.

This light, torn from me by something I could not control
and a decision I foolishly made,
the light which is the center of my existence.

I have been kept from myself by myself for so long,
I was so afraid to face the fact
that maybe there was no real me left.

You gave me such deep inspiration
to search to find myself beyond the walls I built to hide myself inside,
the inspiration that has already torn down a few blocks
and let me know that I am still here,
still real, still beautiful.

I am not lost.


COPYRIGHT RACHEL 2002