but my failure in expression lost everything you had for me before I could learn the lesson. I tore myself apart to love you, turned myself inside out, said so many things to show you, but I didn’t know what it was about. I was so confused, All I did was love you. Were my mistakes so wrong? If only I knew. Nothing I say means anything now, I just wanted to love you, but now all that means nothing, it doesn’t matter what’s true. I’m not allowed to love you now, I have to keep it all inside. Burns myself up and feels like death, you never know it when I cry. |
