and i'm reading so carefully each little word. Every chapter spells out love and confusion, and the perfection was lost, from what i had heard. I can read and remember how you make me feel, all the words i say out of nervous distraction, the misplaced irritation cuz I'm so smitten, and how I'm spellbound with your every action. I laugh at the pages about all my ramblings, and think how I wish I could have more composure, and I think of the words that just meant "I love you", and all my other statements become just a blur. |
