In life we have many things going on but is it fate or faith that because of one person, thing or task it can alter choices made and actions acted apon. Well in this case it was because of one person's actions that moved inside of me deeper than almost anything i have ever felt in my life. Things effect us for certain reasons and most of us will never understand and how come sometimes we as people do not follow our heart when we know we should. It is for those reasons that i have been moved to follow my heart although i have always followed it i have never felt such a yerning to do so now as i began to get older and my time runs out in life. In my life i have fallen and each time it gets harder but each time i am the only one to pick myself up and im left fixing the mess that someone else made. In my life i have no idea where im gonna go but im pretty sure that music will be the path i take. I havent spent much time on this earth but i have been threw more than any human should ever go threw the pain and tragity that i have seen could change a person forever and for some reason i am still alive to this day. To me this is a miricle and i know i will never fully understand it but i keep moving foward in my life. I hope to one day have a wife that does not leave me and children that love me and a house in a nice neighborhood with good people living next to me. Some people ask for to many things in life and i know that these things that i would like are what everyone wants but me more than most people because these are the types of things that i treasure the most in life along with my music. So by now you are probibly thinking why an 18 year old kid is think about this stuff now when he has his whole life a head of him well im sorry to disapont you but these things are the kind of things that keep me going in life, these things matter to me the most music family and god. You know why we are on the subject of god let me tall you somethin i belive in god because he has filled my life with so many wonderful things and i know im not the greatest christain in the world but i do know who my maker is but than agian thats my opinion and every one is entitled to there own and if someone sticks to it more power to them please just dont shove it in my face let me know and if i want to know more i will ask you.My life will never be content without those things in my life. No one will ever truley understand why we are on this earth but if i where you i would stop trying to figure it out and start LIVING.
