A Man Who Believes
In Ritual ...
Part One
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I couldn't believe I agreed to drive to the
city and meet Him. It was totally unlike me but after talking to Him for
a couple of months now I had to know if He was real or just an illusion.
I felt fidgety as I sat in the restaurant waiting to meet Him face to face
for the first time. A soft smile lights my face as I see Him walking toward
me with a smile, an obviously self confident Man. He wore His arrogance like
a coat.
I could feel the blush as my face flushed and He smiled slightly sensing
my discomfort. Smiling, He slide into the booth across from me and
held out His hand in greeting. His quiet controlled voice sent shivers through
me as He said how proud He was of me for taking this chance and overcoming
my fears to meet Him. My face flamed as I tried desperately to appear normal.
His deep chuckle again throwing off my equilibrium.
He says softly, "you're blushing."
Well, of course I was blushing! I was sitting across from the most sensual
Man I had ever met, knowing that it was down to the wire. If I decided
to go with Him, I would belong to Him. His to do with as He choose.
I fidgeted more and tried to look around to see if anyone noted my discomfort.
In the midst of my inner panic, I hear Him speak softly, "so
have you decided, will you be going with Me or shall I help you find a hotel."
I hear myself tell Him that I am going with Him. I have no choice, He has
controlled my every thought since I first met Him. He is exactly the same
in real life as He was on the computer and on the phone. He reaches out
and takes my hand as we leave to make the short drive to His home. I'm
trembling inside as He opens the door and we walk in. Definitely a bachelor
household, spartan but neat.
I hear Him sigh softly behind me as He says, "We need to get this
over with so you can relax, bend over the arm of the couch."
I'm shocked as my head jerks around to look at Him. His voice remains steady
and sure as He says, "Do it now." I'm shaking as I obey and lean over the
couch arm, not at all sure now I made the right decision.
His hand came down on my bottom firmly four times, it didn't hurt me, just
surprised me. "Now, He says, that's over with and you can relax while
we get to know each other better." I smile at Him, knowing I can trust Him
as He hugs me tight. It feels so good to be in His arms. I feel so safe and
secure.
The journey begins....