Tonight I call you my god I challenge you show me the way give me away to find what is mine and take what you offer, show me your way

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why would you lead me on this strange journey if its all for

not

because it wasn't because in the end I was right

and still being right does me no good in the end

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what happens when its all for not what then

what to do when all has been done.

What do I do when there is no rage

against the dying of the light

what then what then

when my words fork no lighting

they don't even stir emotions anymore

what then when love is not enough

I can not take anymore.

The lies choke me with their vile taste

and my voice and drowns away like

ambient noise to the ear. Can I hold my breath

till there is no more.

Can I walk away so far they will never find me

or do I just sit here in my silence and revel at deaths knock.

Its to late for help. Even your kiss can not save me

as I yell silence and rage nothing. Let everyone slip away.

Your voice has been silent.

Maybe my angel sleeps

Maybe my angel is away

Maybe my angel isn't mine

06/30/02

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I want you for who you are

And I will accept no substitutions

You are what I need

You are what I desire

Would you kiss me if

You knew that your

words were poison to

my heart and they

were slowly killing me?

If I told you that you

were my stumbling block,

would you still walk with

me?

Would you still lay with

me at night if I told you

that your presence makes me

restless?

Would you let me love you

If you knew that the

Truth would break my heart?

If I told you that

I love you

would you see it in my

eyes?

Would you let me walk away if that was what I needed?

If I gave you our last kiss would you cry for me?