What is a kiss?
Two pairs of lips touching the sharing of germs is this the best earth's smartest can do share germs.
In a time where we sterilize everything is this safe to orifice to orifice and risk contamination surly we can think of something better than sharing germs. Words should be enough to convey our emotions and that is just a mere kiss not to mention kissing where fluids are exchanged death I cry to any who attempt this vile act. The thought that rubbing oral orifices could give satisfaction is revolting when is the last time you sterilized that hole. Disgusting I say net you will be telling me that men urinate on women to display love. You're all disgusting animals I say.
"WHAT" you want to kiss me how dare you propose such a thing. Fine do with me as you please!
Oh wait that was quite nice may I have another,
Please
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open my doors unlock the emotions I have. You are my key holder, In you I entrust my world. Careful what you open some doors lead to dark rooms with dark secrets that have rarely seen the light, some are sunlight stored of days past, and some are empty for you to fill but, beware some are traps left long ago. I know you can not fulfill my dreams and my heart is heavy for that fact. All that changes when your in my arms. Your kiss is so sweet, your touch is so soft I can't help but forget who I am. I accept what you can offer with open arms and hope you can cherish what I offer you. There may come a day when I will give you our last kiss, don't cry for me I'm not worth the tears. My day to pass will come and go. I con only hope that I gave you something that was worth your time. If I told you I loved you would you understand, I'll show you what I feel but I'm scared it'll do no good sad sad day. I'm worried that I left the only woman loved me, but you would not understand what love is, maybe I should have walked away just like my friends told me but I cant follow directions. I'm a glutton for pain. I'll take what you give me and accept if for what it is and no more. I can't lie to myself, something's I have to admit to not being what I want. And this is one time in my life where I need someone to ground me, be my rock. Hold me tightly for my storm has just begun. I may falter along the way, catch me if I stumble, make me laugh if I cry. Kiss me even if its selfish I'm too dumb to know the difference. Let me go when the time comes to part our ways. You've made me realize that I'm still real and that will never change.
Kiss me your beautiful
Kiss me and let me know no more
1/28/02
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I cherish every kiss you give
I don't know when my next will come
You catch me
In you I see rare beauty
to hold you in my arms
is to hold an angel of mercy
you mean the world to me
and you don't understand
when I watch you
I am at ease with my world
And yet
I would walk away
If it meant I could
Show you how to
Love
another
1/28/02
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there are days when I think that I have made the wrong decisions. Days when I think that I should have never left your bed. Sometimes I wonder if you were the best thing to happen to me and I was ungrateful to accept that I had something wonderful in my life. your not everything was bad, we had our good times. I still miss you. Something in you brought out the good things in me. You made me smile, you made em get out of bed after five minutes. I was lucky to have had someone so special in my life. Without you I would have probably forgotten that I was capable of feeling emotions towards another. I hate myself for not having more love for you, I really do. I never meant to make you cry. I wish my life where simple like Saturday mornings in your arms or rainy days between your legs or winter night's sharing pillows, I wish my life simple enough to love someone with all my heart and never have to worry about tomorrow and what lies beyond the walls of our small garden with flowers and trees and a small bench to sit on while we watch the sun fade in to the horizon holding hands with nothing to say but warm fuzzies in our hearts.
02/07/02
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