ScorpionKissed Retreat

i should have failed ...i meant to fail ...and i think i might have sabatoged everything on purpose ...and that bothers me...

He didn't

i'm not ready for any of this, though i thought i would be. i can't see the future though i thought i can see. i don't want to leave this place, even though i have to. i don't want to love you. i still do. can i go my own way. can i pray my own way. i don't want to leave tonight. i need you. am i ready for this. did i think i would be. can i see the future. no, i can't see...

Seizure

I felt a calling and I answered with a sigh and then I smiled as I tilted my face toward the heavens. I crept along the broken glass of your smile and felt at home for I am used to words that blow into the wind. I looked once more to the heavens for reassurance and there I found my hands wet with blood, my muscles atrophied, and my psyche bruised. I once again had been forsaken, but this time I didn’t want to escape because YOUR hand rested on my waist and the grip tighten every time I breathed. Remember when ... i nearly bled to death next to YOU.

Bad-bye!

Never heard a fucking word I said.... A drastic streak now lies in my head... Would I destroy and leave YOU for dead??? NO! I'll fuel my fire and dye my locks instead. I'll dye them the color RED!!!