1/27/04-Sad, no more Hawes for me. Now I have Diericks for Am/World and I'm bitter about it. But then again, maybe this way I will understand history a little better. No offese to Mr. Hawes or anything, I mean he is my favorite teacher still and he's awesome, but he's a little too passionate when he speaks of the past. No that that's a bad thing, I think that everyone should share that same passion for history, then all of us would appreciate life for what it is and what he have. I think that this sememster will be interesting, we will see. Other than that, my love life has been going pretty good. Brent just called me and was in a mania...he scares me whenever he's like that, I don't like it. But he scares me even more when he's contemplating death. I think that's the onw thing that I am extremely afraid of. I am afraid that one day, because of all this baby business, he wll snap and then leave me or actually commit suicide which would just result in me following in his footsteps. I love him more than anything else in the world.
